Becca,
Yes, I received a DM with all of the resources and will start looking into that. Your guidance was perfect and I feel grateful to have gotten to have you as a guide. I'll be in touch.
Love,
Stacey

Hello,

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
Not at all.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now ...

Becca


There’s movement, sensation, thought, tenderness, confusion. all unfolding without a center.

There is resistance around the word confusion. The experience appears to have a center but it is everywhere. It is funny how it has to defy logic by its nature. So ridiculous.

How is this ...

Becca,

All is unfolding however it wants to over here. There is resistance that comes up with thoughts about things. I feel it in the body and it moves on. Sometimes I think there needs to be a plan or decision to do something about what is happening, but what knowledge would someone have to have ...

No, I don't have the email yet. Appreciate it.

Becca,
Good evening

Drove down south to visit my mom today. There is a lot of heavy stuff going on with my family. I am sitting here in the house where I grew up. Hit with tons of identification, worries about the situation here. I was getting intense muscle spasms in places in my body especially ...

It is always here. It feels like the most natural way to be. It feels familiar and timeless.

Becca,
I was sitting and what came up was like a resistance or another contracted area lower down in my body. Then there were tears and shaking. I just felt this sort of soft solidity that felt like a closeness with everything. There was no boundary found, no self at all. I sat like that for a ...

Becca,
Sorry for the late post.

Maybe the thing I can't see through is who decides to see through it

Haha yes.
Its like the snake eating its own tail…
So what happens when you turn back on that who?

Then there is nothing to see and no one to see through anything

quSo there is a difference ...

Becca,

Is there still a need to define?
Not define. To undefine now

Is experience ‘yours’?
No. Experience is everything everywhere

Is there any trace of one who owns the movement?
the movement is just everything and it can't be owned

Does any sense of seeking remain?

A seeking to ...

Becca,

It was a good day for some time in nature.

Where is ‘doubt’? Is it ever more than a thought?
Doubt is a thought, always



Notice that everything is part of one movement. Then close your eyes and see if there is a line between you and out there, between you and life itself.
If yes ...

Becca,

Sight:
In sight there is only seeing, there isn't a Stacey or anything else seeing it. Thoughts appear and sometimes they don't. I see that identification is just another thought about thought.
Sound:
The sound is not a clock, I think it sounds like a clock but that is just a thought ...

Becca,
Yay!! the site is back up. I kept checking back and I guess the servers were down. I understand the multiple posts.

1) With eyes closed, can you confirm that what is experienced is 'blackness' as I mentioned?
2) Is there anything else in 'seeing' other than 'blackness'?
3) Can what is ...

Is there a self doing anything?
Is there any boundary between you and experience?
What is undeniably true, without any interpretation?

There is no self in this experience but it still seems that there is a boundary.
when I look inside at what I feel to be me, there is just this limitless ...

Becca,
I keep trying to feel the thing that I thought was me and it doesn't really feel like me anymore. There are just these vibrations and if I feel into them its just a big empty space.
I tried to ask it the questions you prompted.

What are you?
Are you doing anything?

I'm not getting ...