Hey Stacey,

I tried to create a Facebook account and it seemed that my request, even though I provided correct information and did nothing suspicious, was rejected.

I asked an AI what I can do about it and here is the response:

Facebook often **disables newly created accounts** for “not ...

Thank you!

I would love to settle into it more. For now, I just try to relax and trust that things will unravel eventually.

Was that a shift in perception for you? We don't expect that to last forever, as you've seen in Ilona & Lisa's videos. But at the time did it feel & look like a shift?

Hm, tough, if I remember correctly it was more the experience of a very quiet mind rather than SEEING no self.

There was another ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?


No, there is no separate entity 'self', 'me', or 'I' at all. It does not exist and it never did.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it ...

Yes, absolutely, that makes sense.

Yes, I have watched Pernille's video.

There was a mismatch between my experience and what I expected the experience to be. Like mentioned above, I don't experience a permanent shift in perception, and I have never experienced the body and the chair as one e.g. So if you say this is possible and as ...

Ok, thank you. I have seen the videos.

I can relate to Todd who said that he would prefer if your skin turns green, so that it's absolutely undeniable. Haha.

It's the veeery beginning, I guess, and thanks for reinforcing my trust in the process.

Can you say 100% there is no separate "self" now?
Yes, I can say 100% that there is no separate self.

I have one question, though. And this, again, comes back to expectations.

Is it possible to acknowledge that there is no separate self and, at the same time, do not SEE that there is no ...

Have I shared these? Be sure to listen to the Introduction.

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ksba3zhi9uuz ... sk1a?dl=0
Yes, I have listened to the introduction and I have done a couple of the meditations.

If you want more time, use it LOOKING.

Take all the time you want to LOOK.
A bit more time ...

Can you say 100% there is no separate "self" now?
I would like to take some more time to answer this question. I would like to investigate a bit more, and see if I really always manage to expose thoughts about the self. See if I start to realize the implications of it a bit more. Is that ok?

We often compare it to seeing that there is no Santa Claus. Once you know, you know. Even if you see a guy in a red suit, you don't believe in Santa Claus again.

Can you see that?
Yes, I do see that.

From my experience I would say, that it is possible when not aware of it, that there are still ...

Yes, thank you, this does help.

I guess, there is this old belief system of the separate self which is starting to fall apart very slowly. And on the other hand, there is the new understanding that there is no separate self. And the disparity between the two needs to resolve over time. Yeah, the ...

I keep constantly observing this in everyday situations. And the result is always the same, I can't find a doer. Everything just happens by itself. There may be a thought of making a plan, like I am going to do "this thing" later. And later I do this thing and I would not have done it if I hadn't ...

Can you say 100% that there is no separate self?

I cannot express the desire to answer with yes to that question.

However, I can't say with 100% honesty and certainty that there is no separate self.

I logically understand that there is none. I do not find one when I look closely.

So, can I say ...