who IS remembering this memory of observation?
OK, this hit the nail (and quite hard), I think.
I was asking this question quite a few times.
Then it became very clear that the observation/question is just a memory.
It is not happening now. And what was "now" was quite a pleasant nothingness.
Then, every thought was perceived/seen as just a memory.
Thoughts mostly kind of "fell of" and the nothingness was more pronounced than the memory.
Then, during the day, thoughts were not happening in the usual way.
It felt like they did not have an anchor, so were just washed away, kind of.
(This was the dominant experience)
often I could not even concentrate on the question/inquiry because it was immediately being washed away.
Also had a few moments of disorientation or when everything felt a bit blurry.
At the moment, the notion of no self is being felt in a much more visceral way.
Lets see what tomorrow brings : - )
Thank you very much!