Happy to know you are doing well. Wish your safety in the turbulent weather.
I don't have answer to this question. I don't know if there is a me or if there is something beyond me waiting to be discovered. I don't even know who to ask this question to. It is what it is. It has always been like this.Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
There is a lot of conditioning over a period of time/looking for a special state of happiness - enlightenment/Nirvana. It leads to rejection of present moment as not a good enough state. Whether this special state exist- I don't know. Am I looking for it now- not presently, don't know if this will change in future.
Have I become detached from everything- no
Have I become attached to something - no
Have thoughts disappeared- no
Does these thoughts belong to me- don't know. They keep appearing and disappearing, saying something or the other about the story of me
Do I believe in the story of me- I am living the story, believing or not believing doesn't change anything.
Do I feel the emotions like sad, happy etc - yes all emotions are experienced
Do I fear anything - surprisingly I am not experiencing fear. Everything will happen as it is ought to happen.
Will everyone start loving me/ I will start loving everyone- this question doesn't matter