Thats very hard to say. I cant say much about these feelings/intuition, since they just seem to be wordless understandings.What is this feeling that it is "real?"
Im unable to give you a direct answer, since these feelings are hard to dissect.
Its a kind of certianty. A connection.What kind of feeling is it? How does that feel?
It feels like a rule i lived by my whole life, that suddenly is being questioned.