Yes I am in Peru waiting for some friends to arrive before heading to the jungle for some adventures and some ceremonies with some plant medicines as well. This part of the story is most enjoyable and is one of the best parts. But it is all still a story that is being seen through. Just following a path from cradle to grave, not written by me, no one to write it anyway.Wow, going to Peru! That’s great, what an adventure. I guess you will be taking some natural medicines?Is it ok for that story to continue? Or are you wishing for it to stop?what doesn't want to rest is the story...about a me...who doesn't want to give up controlling and directing the story, taking credit, etc...
What can a story do? Is a story about controlling in control of what is happening?
The story is happening. Ok. But do you still believe it? Do you believe that the character in the story makes the story happen the way he wants? How about batman, is he is control of how story about the batman goes? Would batman be upset if story goes not the way he wants it to go? Or it’s all more fiction about fiction?
Is story something solid, or thoughts about thoughts about thoughts?
Is there a true story?
And what can a story do, actually?
Let me know what you find out about this story telling and believing in it.
The part that thinks it's taking credit is still here, also seen through. But the part that's still waiting for this seeking to end is harder to see through. Awareness in the moment projecting into the past and future....
I am sure the persona will be altered by what I'm about to do, yet also sure that the persona is just a layer or shell around the presence of what is, which is the only thing remaining here...
Many thanks for your guidance and fellowship on this amazing journey called life! Without end or beginning!