Of course! Don’t forget, this is your inquiry. I’m just here to point/guide you through it. Only honesty can take you through it. There are no medals at the end, nor certificates – truth and only the truth is the aim :)You can also do the above experiment with sensation.
So lets step back to sensation because I'm sitting here next my lovely electric tea kettle and when there is thought, I touch the side of the kettle for a moment with my hand. The result is sensation appearing in a place different from thought. It appears in the conceptual hand. Then, when investigating, there is a thought, a driving force wanting to lie just to progress. So lets slow it down here and investigate this further.
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wow, yeah. There is a part of me that's resisting this, "lets step back." It's a form of thinking that wants steady progress or maybe doesn't want to be seen. Onward!!!
So let’s deal with the resistance first…
Resistance is there to protect the imaginary self from harm. When no entity is found that needs protection, resistance is seen as a mechanism that protects the status quo. Thoughts are self-organising, they don’t need a thinker to appear, as you saw. They stick to each other like matching puzzle pieces (stories about stories). Anything new that comes along and does not match the pattern will be attempted to get rid of as it costs the system “energy” to rebuild from scratch (confirmation bias). That is how “fearful” and “resisting” thoughts form – they protect the status quo.
In this case, this resistance springs from expectations, stories about the outcome of the inquiry. All searches for freedom are built on the expectation that says, “Once we get “there,” life is going to be so light and easy, so rosy and blissful, that we will be happy forever and ever”. Seeking is based on the expectation of finding lasting happiness by trying to fix something that is not as it should be. So there is a rush to go there fast with, get to this point where the finest secrets would be revealed and the know-how of the newest practice achieved :). Also, there could be a story of overachieving, shame from failure, being out of control over the process. Please let me know what rings true here.
Resistance stops when expectations drop. Seeking and expectation are one process driven by the belief that something needs to happen in order to be content and happy now – maybe what is needed is thoughts to drop away, ever lasting peace and harmony, ethernal silence, the purest experience ever :)
To “improve” or “fix” suggest that there is something wrong with THIS, like it can be different than what it IS. But can it be in a different way than it is now, perfect? Also that suggests there is a doer who makes things happen and benefits from the outcome (we'll look at choice and decision making once we deal with these "issues"). The story of fixing is the old “enlightenment story”. It also looks like something that thought loves – finding meaning where there is none, planning “activities” that might happen or not :).
THIS (What IS) is beyond qualities and flaws to be added or removed, accepted or rejected. Perfection is a flawless state where everything is exactly right the way it is. Since perfect things are without fault or flaw, perfection is a perfect condition — everything is 100% great. Faults and flaws in THIS can be found only in thought which, defines THIS as “positive or negative”, to be desired or avoided. Surrendering is what is left when resistance to what is ends.
Just notice what is ‘underneath’ all thoughts. Thoughts add an overlaying narrative of names, labels, interpretations, explanations over the simplicity of what is.
Just notice what is left when you stop thinking about it...
Seeing ALL stories as empty is where freedom rests. It lies in seeing that concepts are creations of language that serve the purpose of communicating. They are practical, but empty. Can you see this?
Next stop – sensation’s location…
Love
Rali

