No worries, not at all!I feel the urge to apologise that I’m like a broken record. I imagine you getting tired of repeating yourself. But I dont actually know that any more than I know anything else
Me too actually!! :)I am finding myself in a new relationship, a little love drunk, but not a million miles from awareness all the time. It enhances it often.
Yes, it can't be found when looked for, despite assumptions.I cannot see where they come from, or where they go to. This idea of self appears to hold or receive them, create them etc. But if I look for direct evidence of that, I can’t find it.
You are assuming there is something there. Look at this, and tell me what happens when it comes from somewhere or goes somewhere? Then you can answer yourself (as it were!) - Where does this self come from? What is there to show you that something is coming and going at all?It also begs the question; where does this self come from? Or go to. I mean its always changing anyway. Sometimes paradise, other times a nightmare. If it comes from nothing, slips away into nothing...it can’t be something in between, however much it might appear that way.