Mind went blank and attention/seeing was confused as to where to look so it went like a helpless kid.. here therehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNwED9J ... lXH0sua1a8
Then noticing the sensations... And that was all that came up
I am sorry. I watched a few other Rupert Spira videos and the one that was with the question "Am I aware".. which was fascinating! And i wanted to let you know of my experience..
There is knowing that i am not JUST the colors, sensations or thoughts or a blank slate
Then there is knowing that I am here... around or behind the eyes(for comms)...
But does it have objective qualities.. no
so can i say it's limited... no; but can i say it's unlimited... no; but it is here
Maybe it's attention itself that i am... Bcz when attention does not have objects .. it feels at peace and relaxed
When the sounds get noisy, attention gets agitated and it feels like i am agitated...