Inner peace

[Vegvisir]

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
There is no real. You are right. Who can proff it? No one. If someone will say that body is real because of the pain, I will say it is still not real. If you want to proff it by mind, you will be not able to fight agains argunents.

What are you looking for at LU?
I want to learn how to fight with fear. I want to go on that hard and tough path. My friend had expierience with you and he told my that it will be perfect for my. For a long time I am looking for unknown.

What do you expect from a guided conversation?
I hope that I can chat with someone, hope thay person will guide me, I want to pe good student and learn as much as I can. I know that I will have a task to do, to practise and it will leads me to pain, anger, fear, and total breakdown , but after all I want to rebuild and be stronger.

What is your experience in terms of spiritual practices, seeking and inquiry?
From many years I am experiencing things, acts that are not explainable for humans. I see more, feel more. I was trying to work with Tarot cards, herbs, spelts etc. Now I am working with Runes. I understand that its the energy. I am also meditating etc.

On a scale from 1 to 10, how willing are you to question any currently held beliefs about 'self?
11

[Lubo]

Hi Vegvisir,
Welcome to the forum.
My name is Lubo and I can join you in this journey if you are OK?

What name you prefer to call you?

I read your intro and this one pops-up:

I want to learn how to fight with fear.

Please notice fear, meet it, sit with it and ask "My dear fear why are you here? What is the message which you bring me?"
And notice the answer?

With love
Lubo

[Vegvisir]

Hi. My name is Marta. Join me if you want , need. The answer is...there is no fear , it doesn't exist but still don't know why.

[Vegvisir]

Hi. My name is Marta. Join me if you want , need. The answer is...there is no fear , it doesn't exist but still don't know why it's in me.

[Lubo]

Hi Marta,
Please put aside all spiritual believes and concepts.
There is no you but there is something.
I cannot help you if you deny experiences.
If you want to escape from the fear with the statesman " Fear doesn't exist" - it's not the way.

Please be absolutely honest, forget everything that is known about spirituality and non duality.
We are looking this which is here, no need to know what is here but to see it.
We are looking what is here and what is imagination.
No need to imagine what is this here and what is to find that there is no separate self.


So notice , is there fear or no?
What else is here?
What is the discomfort?
What is not good enough?


With love
Lubo

[Vegvisir]

Hi
I am not strong spiritual believer it is just searching and exploring. Thank you for suggestions. Everything is in spead mode so its important to push a break for myself and take a closer look on " now".

[Lubo]

Hi Marta,

Yes. Take your time
And notice what are the answers of the questions in blue in previous post?

With love
Lubo

[Vegvisir]

Thank You
Can you tell me about you?

[Lubo]

Hi Marta,

Can you tell me about you?

What you want to know?

Did you find time to explore the questions?

Love
Lubo

[Vegvisir]

Hi
I was wondering are you a person who will lead me in here? As I get a message that I will get a person who will guaid me.

Yes, I was thinking a lot about the questions. Fear is natural barier which stops human in risky situations risky in mental and phisical way. I am not able to say if it is really exist as I am not able to tell if I am really exist so everything what I create as a human probably not exist.
In here can be everything and nothing. There is a lot of energy, movement.
Discomfort is a situation when you have to brake your comfort zone.
Not good enough, I know this very well, I am perfectionist and I always think everything is not good enough what I do. I always pushing myself to do more even if I know there is no barrier when I will be good enough.

P.S. Please have in mind that english is not my first language and I can make mistakes and sometime I have a problem to explain exacly what I am thinking.

[Lubo]

Hi Marta,
Yes, I can guide you if you are OK?
I live in Sofia, Bulgaria.
I am guiding here 3 years now.
If you want to know something specifically ask.

Yes, I was thinking a lot about the questions

Please have in mind that english is not my first language and I can make mistakes and sometime I have a problem to explain exacly what I am thinking.

Look at these two statement. No problem about English this not my language also. But what you believe that thoughts can show you what reality is?
Notice:
- do thoughts knows or they are known?
If thought says "There is no thought" - what is real? Is there thought or there is no thought?
- are thoughts authority?
- are they independent living beings which know something and can give advise ?
- are they independent living beings which can rule?

Fear is natural barier which stops human in risky situations risky in mental and physical way.

Are you in risk when fear is not here to advise you?
Notice right now , what is to live without fear?
Is it dangerous? Are you in risk?

Please look for the answers but not believing thoughts about :)

With love
Lubo

[Vegvisir]

Hello
Thoughts doesn't know. Thoughts aren't known.
Thoughts do exists but not as a part of "me".
No, thoughts are not autority.
Thoughts are separed from "me" but " working" with human like a gravity law.
Thoughts can rule when human allowed to be ruled.
Yes, you are in risk without a fear.
Living without fear for me sounds like a freedom.
Without a fear, this natural barrier human can put his life in risk, can be dangerous.

Regards
Marta

[Vegvisir]

Hello
Thoughts doesn't know. Thoughts aren't known.
Thoughts do exists but not as a part of "me".
No, thoughts are not autority.
Thoughts are separed from "me" but " working" with human like a gravity law.
Thoughts can rule when human allowed to be ruled.
Yes, you are in risk without a fear.
Living without fear for me sounds like a freedom.
Without a fear, this natural barrier human can put his life in risk, can be dangerous.

Regards
Marta

[Vegvisir]

Hello
Thoughts doesn't know. Thoughts aren't known.
Thoughts do exists but not as a part of "me".
No, thoughts are not autority.
Thoughts are separed from "me" but " working" with human like a gravity law.
Thoughts can rule when human allowed to be ruled.
Yes, you are in risk without a fear.
Living without fear for me sounds like a freedom.
Without a fear, this natural barrier human can put his life in risk, can be dangerous.

Regards
Marta

[Vegvisir]

Can I know your name please?

Thank You