Thank you very much,
I have to say that your last advices were helpful. Like a chemical that is poured into a container of materials and causes and/or accelerates chemical reactions.
I understand, that’s clear.You say "I find it difficult to see it deeply and beyond consciousness level"
What do you mean by "to see deeply" : are there two modes of seeing, seeing deeply and seeing on the surface? When I ask you to look at a sun in midnight, can you give the answer from a direct seeing ? (which is not a deep seeing nor a seeing on the surface). I don't understand what you mean by "conscious level", is another level we don't know?
Fine! I got the point.You also said : "I think that does not mean seeing. I am not sure."
That does mean only seeing. The truth reveals itself in the seeing.
Can you write down what are you expecting after the seeing ?
Right! I thought it was complicated.I think, you are doubting the seeing because it is so simple.
I expected to experience something different, like some state of spiritual passion. Now I see it very simple and direct, sounds peaceful. Let me mention the below poem as analogy:Are you expecting something special? If so, feel free to elaborate on that and we can clarify things together. Put down all your doubts on it.
Water in our jug and we, thirsty, search around.
Love at home and we, diligently, search the world.