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... awareness of Love`s presence...

Posted: Sun Aug 16, 2020 1:00 pm
by Turiyananda
LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
I understand, that the ego, the mask that I wear, is false, given to me and accepted by me. Therefore I am not this body nor is it me. Even to use thge word „me“ is wrong. It can only be liberation to unmask all these false beliefs and ideas...

What are you looking for at LU?
Liberation. Oneness. Enlightenment. The end of death. The end of fear. The discovery of the Self, that is all our selfes, that is God. We are one with God and fell asleep... dreaming of exile, while still safe at home. There is so much theory in my head... all I want is to see... that all falls to it`s destined place and true Peace can enter, where it was believed to be lost.

What do you expect from a guided conversation?
I appreciate all kind of help. I - myself am the last to see, what I am lacking, and which first step I should take. Am I willing to take every advice? I was told I have strong opinions. I learned to be like that once, when I seemed to be weak and it seemed nobody liked me (teenager time). I also fell for science too and I see that these ideas have to be uncovered as mirages.

What is your experience in terms of spiritual practices, seeking and inquiry?
Meditation and self-inquiry still don`t take the place and time they should.
I had unique experiences in hypnosis (I saw and felt Jesus - twice. Words can not describe...). I once visited the tomb of Francis of Assissi and had to weap for minutes („Why have you left us“ were my thoughts“). I believe in reincarnation and m a student of advaita-vedanta and „A Course in Miracles“.
I torment myself with a fulltime job as a pharmacist to not being able to inquire more. I see the guilt that fuels that, but I could not get rid of it...

On a scale from 1 to 10, how willing are you to question any currently held beliefs about 'self?
9

Nothing. Where is the peace?

Posted: Sun Aug 23, 2020 7:20 pm
by Turiyananda
A week went by where I was too busy to write. A good set of priorities. No need for God?!

A significant need for God, but on my conditions. Interfering, helping me out, using his magical wand...

It's strange how the spiral of my thoughts went down with the strength of my exhaustion. I could definitely see, what "A Course in Miracles" means when it speaks of projection. My thoughts manifest somehow "outside." But "inside" is so much anger, hate, unwillingness, fear, and the feeling of being lost. A robot doing it's thing. Without thinking.

Change your thoughts and the world will change. Forgive.
What do you have to lose? It`s the belief of having so much to lose, which makes the fear almost unbearable.

I am now a week off. On Germany's most beautiful Island (Sylt). Will I be able to relax? Will I force me to relax? Will I find THE Thought, that will change my mind? My attitude? To life, to it all to me being unworthy of success and peace...

Re: Nothing. Where is the peace?

Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2020 9:28 am
by StaffordJR

A week went by where I was too busy to write. A good set of priorities. No need for God?!

A significant need for God, but on my conditions. Interfering, helping me out, using his magical wand...

It's strange how the spiral of my thoughts went down with the strength of my exhaustion. I could definitely see, what "A Course in Miracles" means when it speaks of projection. My thoughts manifest somehow "outside." But "inside" is so much anger, hate, unwillingness, fear, and the feeling of being lost. A robot doing it's thing. Without thinking.

Change your thoughts and the world will change. Forgive.
What do you have to lose? It`s the belief of having so much to lose, which makes the fear almost unbearable.

I am now a week off. On Germany's most beautiful Island (Sylt). Will I be able to relax? Will I force me to relax? Will I find THE Thought, that will change my mind? My attitude? To life, to it all to me being unworthy of success and peace...
Hi Turiyananda Apologies for Your wait & Thanks for Your Kindness & Patience !!!
My name is Stafford & if You're ready it'll Be my Pleasure to Guide You !?!
My only stipulation is to stay in Direct Experience, What's Actually Happening !!!
This can't Be Understood Verbally Intellectually Theoretically or Conceptually...!!!
Only Seen in Direct Experience....!!! If You not sure what I'm explaining No Worries I'll Clarify Everything ;~} =_= {~;
Ok so if You are Ready We can Start Anytime...!?!
Sending Peace Love Life & Laughter Yours Truly StaffordImageImageImageImageImageImageImageImageImage


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Re: ... awareness of Love`s presence...

Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2020 7:40 am
by Turiyananda
Hi Stafford.

It seems true, that I had a lot to do in the last weeks. But somehow I also know, it was of my own making.
Thank you for your kind invitation to show me ways I am afraid to go. But I know it is worth.
So if you are still willing to help me, I will gladly try to follow your advice.

Turiyananda.

P.S.: You see, fear is my greatest blockage to see the Truth. And I got so used to fear...

Re: ... awareness of Love`s presence...

Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2020 11:24 am
by StaffordJR

Hi Stafford.

It seems true, that I had a lot to do in the last weeks. But somehow I also know, it was of my own making.
Thank you for your kind invitation to show me ways I am afraid to go. But I know it is worth.
So if you are still willing to help me, I will gladly try to follow your advice.

Turiyananda.

P.S.: You see, fear is my greatest blockage to see the Truth. And I got so used to fear...
Hi Turiyananda , You're Welcome & Apologies just seen Your Reply & Welcome to LU !!!
Ok let's get Started & Look into Who's experiencing fear in Direct Experience ?!?
Go Directly to the senses sight sound touch (feeling) & thinking.
Notice when they fire !?!
Then Look & See when You Do The Seeing Hearing Feeling & Thinking ???
Then If You find the senses are spontaneously firing first Who could be fearful & or could it be a thought seemingly projecting as a Self being afraid ?!? /!?!
OK stopping Here & Hope that this is clear for You ??? Thanks for Allowing me to Guide You on this Journey & whatever is unclear don't Hesitate to let me Know & We'll find Clarity !!!
Sending Peace Love Life & Laughter
Yours Truly Stafford ImageImageImageImageImageImage

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