I understand, what you described above is your experience.
This is not just my experience. This is a POINTER FOR YOU, where to look.
I understand, you claim that it is everyone’s experience, but most people overlay it with thinking.
I didn’t say that this is everyone’s experience. What almost everyone’s experience is that we are not seeing experience as it is, since we are looking at the conceptual overlay. I was trying to comfort you, that this not just about you, but it’s shared with all humanity.
I am willing to turn that concept (you described above) into my experience hence I am following your advices and your pointers.
Then you have to look.
You have to put aside your intellect.
Your intellect not needed.
Actually it’s in the way.
The position of “I already know” is preventing to actually investigating what is here now in the immediacy of experience.
Whatever you’ve done so far, that is not looking.
That is simply describing your thoughts, ideas, knowledge.
What we are doing here is to questions exactly those.
To see if your thoughts, ideas, and learned knowledge is actually in line with experience.
Please tell me, what is the difference between thinking and experiencing?
After you ask the question, what do you do exactly?
I asked myself a question – who is looking for myself in my head ?
It works pointing me to nothing.
Do you SEARCH for a me, literally search for it, or you just wait for an answer to arrive in a form of a thought?
If you search, where do you search?
V: Then how do you know that there is a self, a watcher or aware-er inside the head?
T: I know there is a watcher in my head because my head is a beginning of all distances to different objects. There is some distance from my head to my hands, a bit longer distance from my head to my legs, a bit longer distances to differences objects in the room. Inside my head is a point zero of every distance. I am in that point zero. It means, I am in my head.
This is purely a thought interpretation. Analyzing, thinking.
This is a dead-end.
You cannot get anywhere with thinking and speculating.
You cannot think yourself into seeing no self.
Why? Since it has to be experiential.
Look at the display before you.
Where is that point zero? Where?
Pin down its exact location.
Is there an ACTUAL REAL ‘point zero’, or there is just an assumed / imagined one?
If there is actually one, find it, and tell me its exact location.