I think there have been some misunderstandings.What is it that you are expecting here exactly by saying ‘to have a neutral path to properly change’?
What that neutrality refer to? Having neutral emotions? Turning down the unpleasant sensations?
When I say neural, I'm referring to pathways in the brain. Not neutral, or having neutral feelings.
That's why I say I'll never be able to experience the change in brain pathways.
Because I can say very confidently that there is no self, its just an imaginary one in thoughts.
I just want it to be deep. I don't know what that would look like.
The neural pathway stuff is just some science I've been shown by another person.
I just want a really thorough base to stand on to continue forward with different fetter work.
I'm actually really good where I'm at, I don't need anything more.What change do you expect?
I suppose whats missing is your validation that I've seen through the illusion.
No, not anymore.Do you expect that you would change as the result of this inquiry?
NoDo you believe that Ben should change?
NoThat Ben should have different feelings, perceptions, emotions, worldviews, or what?
NoIs there a self that could change?
Nothing I can find that any change could occur to.What does this desired change should happen TO?
I suppose, I did expect to have a 'moment' where I could come to you and say 'Its so obvious, I think I'm ready for the final questions' but that's just from having read other peoples threads and having talked to another person about their experience. Which I know is bad. I haven't looked at anything in a while.Do you see that this is a dream on behalf of this imaginary self, wanting to be different, to ‘properly change’?
Thank You. I hope I've given enough detail.