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How does the visual thought of a car arrive? Is it your doing?
No, it just arose.
What do you do EXACTLY for an image of a car to appear?
Nothing, it just appeared.
How do you make that happen?
I didn’t, the image would shift and there was no control over how it came up or left and what image it was.
Is there a storage place somewhere hidden where all the visual thoughts of cars are stored, and you go there and you choose and pick which one do you want to think of?
There’s no storage place that I can experience. The thought picture just arises.
If not, how does that particular car appear from all the possible cars that could have appeared? What do you do EXACTLY to make that happen?
I’m not sure, the car just appears. The thought picture was sometimes of different cars, they arose just the same.
Are you the chooser of the color?
What do you do EXACTLY to the car to be a certain color?
Do you make the color to happen?
And what about its size and brand? Is the size and the brand your doing?
Often a similar thought picture would arise of a red car, of a certain shape. But there was no choosing of the thought image, it appeared and would evolve into a different thought image, or dissolve altogether.
Can you observe a mind, or an I, or a self creating the image of a car?
No, the image just appears. There’s no process I could observe. Sometimes thoughts would come up about it, but they are just a thought.
I also noticed other thought images that arose out of nowhere and I couldn’t see a process of them arising. They also just appeared.