Handtruck, this thread is for you.

[handtruck]

Howdy. I'm Handtruck. I forget where I found the link to your site (possibly Anybeat), but I thought I'd check it out. I am deeply interested in the process and seeking of enlightenment. I was wondering what you folks have got going on in here.

Cheers.

[Ilona]

Hey, thanks for coming in. I separated your post from
The other thread as we work here one on one. So this conversation is not to be interrupted unless otherwise is decided.

What we offer here is lots and lots of questions. Which you answer by yourself, for yourself. We can point the way, but you have to do the work.
When you ready, examine all your present expectations.
What are you hoping to find? What do you secretly want to find?
What are you not expecting.
Just make a list.
And let's roll.