Are these emotions are related to looking? If yes, could you please tell more?
The tiredness certainly seems to be. There is an incessant searching and validation going on looking at what is real and unreal, particularly when it comes to more unpleasant emotions. This has been exhausting. As mentioned previously, this is apparent when first waking up in the morning and can last for a few hours.
The feeler cannot be found, or there is no feeler at all?
Has this really sunk in?
Not fully and it varies. At some points it is very clear (although not completely) - usually after particularly intense emotions are experienced.
If there is no feeler, what is left of the self?
The 'self' is seen to be only an idea, the degree in which it is believed or indulged in depends on the situation or circumstance.
Please tell how does the ‘self’ is felt right here, in this moment?
The 'self' is not felt. There are only sensations of things which are experienced - the keys on a keyboard, the floor underneath my feet.