I'm still finding it quite hard to explain the current position exactly.
Sorry but for your above comment it’s not clear for me why the illusionary gate persists. Could you please tell more?
There's no me here but there's still uncertainty. This uncertainty is diminishing each day as only what is here is recognised as only what is here. Sorry if this comes across as sounding like spiritual guff but that's the best way I can explain it.
What is it that is missing? What do you expect to happen, but it haven’t happened yet?
I am expecting some sort of event which is unmissable to occur (expectations again unfortunately) which provides proof beyond any doubt that I have never existed at all. What seems to be happening is a slow but steady falling away of untruth as a gradual process.
Please write examples from your daily life, something we can work with.
During the day and at work, I move between phases of happening (it's clear that there's no doer or anyone actually here) to doing/choosing (the believed suggestion of a doer/chooser) and a feeler/owner of strong sensations. This is the seesaw I mentioned in an earlier post.
It is really clear that there has been a significant diminishing of the doer/chooser feeler/owner over the period you have been guiding me.