The me character is not the creator because I did not create this body, nor do i create thoughts, and if I were the creator i would have the perfect life---and i don't. It is clear that the me character can make things happen, nor prevent things from happening. And, when looking, sometimes, i can't even find the me character. And, other times I feel identified with the thoughts so it's like those thoughts are me and when that happens, I'm still not the creator because I'm not making any of those thoughts happen, they arise and disappear seemingly, randomly.Look, is the me-character the creator or the created?
I can not find one. Just thoughts saying, "I" "me" "my"Is there a narrator of the story of me?
The me character does not create what happens in the story. There are just thoughts about the me character, and other things, one after the other.Is the character in the story creating what happens in the story or the story about the character creates itself, one thought at a time?
Sometimes I can't find the me character. And, when I can seem to find the me character it seems to always be attached to some other thought, like it can't exist alone, or come alive on it's own.Is the me character thinking?
Thoughts come up on their own.Or are thoughts coming up by themselves?
Thoughts can not think. Maybe that's why the I thought, or the me character doesn't appear until another thought comes along, i don't know.Can a thought think?
I have surgery Wednesday, so tomorrow will be busy doing more things around the house that I won't be able to do for over a week. If you could still send some questions, then give me a few days to respond---i will be on pain meds for a few days, or more so not sure how good looking will go under the influence of pain meds.