Sorry for that this answer took so much time. But you know what my situation is now. Still, sorry for this.
No, the "me" can not be located. I don't know why I want so much to believe that there is a me/self/entity. It kind of puzzles me off that I want to do so. I don't know why?V: How on Earth do you know that ‘I am an unknown entity myself’?
A: I don't know that, but since I can't figure out where or what am I, that was how I tried to describe it.
Because you BELIEVE or you WANT to BELIEVE that there is a me/self/entity.
Me has not been seen. This is just how others locate this "me".
Others NEVER EVER LOCATE a me. It's impossible.
Others just INFER, or ASSUME a ‘me’.
The ‘me’ cannot be located. Or can it?
This is very strange, because almost every time this happens I try to seek for this self. And I can't find it. So I don't understand the urge to have it... (This is just my thoughts.... but, I somehow want to hold on to the thing that what I have done in life, studied university degree, went to army, stuff like that, weren't for nothing. I SEE how it is, but thoughts still want to say that I have done at least something in this life. I think this is the reason I want to believe.)
It's nowhere. But for them, it is. It's the body, doings, habits, actions of someone/thing, but they actually don't know anything about the "Arc" itself. I don't know anything about it. The "Arc" I mean.Where is the me/Arc that others are talking ABOUT?
So the answer is. The "Arc" is only in thoughts.
At first he actually might wonder where the sixth toe is. :D But, when he realizes that it was never there...And after he discovered by direct seeing that he indeed doesn’t have a sixth toe, would he walk around with thinking that I don’t know what is my 6th toe is, and I don’t know where it is?
I see something in here... Yes, I know, I was newer there...
Belief falls away when the seer releases it. I can see that, and it works for me too...Or the belief just falls away by itself after he had seen that he indeed has 5 toes only?
By the present knowledge, this is just nonsense, but I'll try to answer your question. It was important because, when I realized that the "me" was just a collection of habits, "knowledge", sayings, beliefs and expectations of other people, I wanted to be "real" me. I really wanted to be real me, without affection from outside. Then I found you and found out that there was more than that the "me" was just a creation. There was nothing even in that zero point where no-one else had any affect in me. There was no point where I could reset "me". But that's why I so hardly hold on to finding "me". I really wanted to be "me".Why is it so important to you hold onto the belief in the existence of a self/me?
I don't actually need it. There is no real reason for that.What do you need this belief for?
Good question. Belief kind of gives me a freedom. Freedom to be myself, whatever that is... Maybe it just was one point of a bigger journey, I don't know, but it felt good to realize that the past "me" was just a thought creation. And I could find the "real me", when I loose all that nonsense. And here I am. Never found anything...What does this belief is giving to you?
I already gave my best answer. I can't give you any better. I wanted to be something.Why are you holding so tight to the belief that there is a self?