I got so pissed with myself bcz i was so lost in thought about reality and acting like a passive watcher!
I told myself everything around is real. The contents of thoughts are NOT. With intensity. Literal yelling.
Then there was some clarity.
When we speak, sounds come out of our mouth right? So I just focused thoughts arising in my mouth
Looking at thoughts in head, earlier used to give me headaches but just noticing thoughts popping in my mouth was easier.
some thoughts just transfer into speech automatically.
********************* I'm going to leave this here. Bcz it was part of what I did :P
You can have a sense that "you" think about something, but you do you any idea how "christmas gifts" was chosen ?
why not "Popeye" or "summer winds" but christmas gifts ?
Did you eleminate trillion other possibilities one by one ?
Or simply "Christmas gifts" popped up due to needs, circumtances, given situations ?
No i did not eliminate trillion possiblities. Actually the thought just came up at that moment.
Train of thoughts going on after another. Sometimes it's really busy. Sometimes there is a lot of gap between thoughts.
Can you control thought any more than you can control sound, can you control the focus on thought any more then the focus on sound?
Or is this simply a constant flow, a constant change and movement..?
Trying to control thoughts or calm thoughts is the most ridiculous thing. Bcz thoughts are so heavily dependent on past information.
Just like the sounds in your environment. In the future you can change thoughts or sounds by handling few things but at this moment. Sounds just are... Thoughts also just are.
I asked you and you said i don't about how was the decision made, sure you can never know which thought will appear when..
Even if you think you can recall on e thought by will, you cannot know why that was chosen. LOOK! Can you ?
Can you see the automatic nature of thoughts ?
YES. They are automatic.
Hey Adil, weird question. Did you do something for me so that I could see this clearly? Like guru's grace? IDK!
Bcz this clarity wasn't here yesterday. Not even in the morning!
Where is that "you" choosing ?
Can you locate ?
Where does the finger show when you say "i" am thinking ?
IS there an actual "i" at that point finger shows ?
Same place where other thoughts are
The finger points at my mouth!
What is known is that "I" is a thought that is popping up just like any other thought