How is the form there? Or better say, how are you?
Been popping in and out of existence online. There was a looking into more thoughts and more and more and at the end....... I kinda almost gave up.....I was overtaken by thoughts and to be mine. SO I said to myself 'Oh screw God and Truth.....God/Truth thinks that I should still continue with the seeking for no self'. I don't deserve it, perhaps? NOt ready? Too risky?
YES!there is the assumption that there is something that needs to be seen trough for it to fall away or be seen
I read this quote of yours in previous posts and I agree. I keep on looking for the doer in actions all the time and for the thinker of thoughts, not seeing that I am not the one who is seeking and looking. It now feels like I am seeking again. :(
Sometimes (the negative ones) are not mine, cause I am not gonna think negatively about life. BUt sometimes thoughts seem to be mine and when that is seen......emotions kick in and I loose God.Find out where any mental answer comes from
Dunno. I really dunno. Been looking for awareness in silence periods and tried to melt into awareness. But to be honoust...there is no awareness....ONly objects. Tony Parsons was right. There is no awarenesss. THere is only aliveness.Who are you that is aware of thought? A
Yes...I am inside a body looking at a world outside of me......I am the one thinking and doing sometimes. Sometimes not. Truth has become a concept again. It feels like I am saying that 'truth has become a concept'....there is no way out for the I here.left? Answer the question, are you or are you not separate from the world?
It is seperate from me, the body, the doer. Sometimes. And yes, I exist in deep sleep althought I can't rememeber it.What actually is the world, how do you experience it?
You have never seen the eye!!! The eyes see objects outside of me. No awareness for the eyes to see. That is my experience now. I see the screen. I hear sounds. I feel the ass on the chair. I feel the biting of the lips.The eye itself that sees the form is also form, right?
Perhaps give up and live life like most of the others do, even if it include suffering sometimes. I can deal with that till the last of my physicial days. I am strong to live through life with a bit of suffering. BUt I cannot live with the uncercainty of not knowing what I am or what is God.
God................something far away who created me.
enjoy your day.