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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Mon Jan 28, 2013 4:08 pm

So are there any remnants of a self experiencing this or is it the organism experiencing or is there just experiencing ?
Still remnants self experiencing, coming and passing a way, seen and going away faster than before.
Experiencing, sometimes ...
At the moment, feeling of having a "heavy head " expanding in size and weight which brings pain in the neck, at the back. (burning feeling aslo sometimes, and the same in the kidneys).

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby vinceschubert » Tue Jan 29, 2013 5:44 am

Still remnants self experiencing, coming and passing a way, seen and going away faster than before.
Experiencing, sometimes ...
Ok, heading in the right direction then. Each SEEing of a reaction from a self will weaken it. The brain is re-wiring.
At the moment, feeling of having a "heavy head " expanding in size and weight which brings pain in the neck, at the back. (burning feeling aslo sometimes, and the same in the kidneys).
Hmm, it may be related. Resistance can do this kind of thing, but the kidney thing suggests more. Do drink more water. Headaches are associated with dehydration and kidneys shout for a drink.
Drink and rest, and if symptoms persist...

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Tue Jan 29, 2013 12:22 pm

Ok, heading in the right direction then. Each SEEing of a reaction from a self will weaken it. The brain is re-wiring.
Thank you Vince. Feel like quite some changes in how i am reacting... Less with the mind, more with the body has global awareness.
Physical resistance as quite highly increased aslo... Feel like having a new heart and lungs when i go for a run...
Hmm, it may be related. Resistance can do this kind of thing, but the kidney thing suggests more. Do drink more water. Headaches are associated with dehydration and kidneys shout for a drink.
Drink and rest, and if symptoms persist...
Thank you for your advices.
I badly phrased things... It's not really headhache. The tension and burning feeling is very much at the back of the neck (top of the spine area,). It increases when I seat to relax, like energy going and focusing in that specific area which after a little while brings muscle tensions in that area and gives the feeling of heavy head "to carry", while the head also, seems to expand from inside... Will see a therapist tonight... Just may be need physical-energetical ajustement....
The very feeling is like a "door" not open-blocked in this area...

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby vinceschubert » Tue Jan 29, 2013 1:11 pm

Feel like having a new heart and lungs when i go for a run...
Do you feel like you have new ones or need new ones. (language *#!)
Just may be need physical-energetical ajustement....
The very feeling is like a "door" not open-blocked in this area...
ok, let me know how it turns out.

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Thu Jan 31, 2013 11:13 pm

Do you feel like you have new ones or need new ones. (language *#!)
like i have a new heart and lungs vince...
It make me think that, althought that psychologic theories and all kind of motivation trainings and so one can be valuable tools, nothing to compare with what can bring the feeling of a "good" "powerful" flow of energy in the body.... Presence and "self" confidence make on with and life is easier. It can change in intensity, it is fine if there not too much thougths about that, the flow makes the let go about thoughts easier

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Thu Jan 31, 2013 11:32 pm

ok, let me know how it turns out.
Through the investigation with the Lescher antena and according to the protocol acmos, the therapist has found a memory (when i was 3 years old). The reason why those symptoms. Symptoms in a way saying "this is ready and need to be relieved. What has be done. Gratitude

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby vinceschubert » Fri Feb 01, 2013 9:16 pm

However the hooks from the old story of nikam are release, is good.
Releasing memories from musculature allows the body to heal.
It's the compulsion to play the character in the script of the story that keeps this stuff locked in. Releasing the 'stuff' allows the compulsion to weaken. Seeing what is story is the quickest way. Any belief belong to the story.

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Sun Feb 03, 2013 7:03 pm

However the hooks from the old story of nikam are release, is good.
Releasing memories from musculature allows the body to heal.
It's the compulsion to play the character in the script of the story that keeps this stuff locked in. Releasing the 'stuff' allows the compulsion to weaken. Seeing what is story is the quickest way.
Any belief belong to the story.
Thank you vince. Since few weeks, I got the intuition of what you have explained about the 2 main paths...
The belief in the fact it will take time, it needs
spiritual pratices, special conditions in order to is still at work.
Sometimes while sleeping, something is awaking and seems to be a black hole. The feeling is awareness as a black hole, being
a black hole expanding. "I" at some point become aware and identification restarts.

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby vinceschubert » Sun Feb 03, 2013 8:58 pm

"I" at some point become aware and identification restarts.
Is it possible that there can be awareness of the "I" and not identify with it ?

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Sun Feb 03, 2013 11:05 pm

Is it possible that there can be awareness of the "I" and not identify with
it ?

Thank you vince...
"I" seems to be a wizard trapped by his own magic....

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby vinceschubert » Sun Feb 03, 2013 11:48 pm

"I" seems to be a wizard trapped by his own magic....
Haha, yes. Well put. ..and the wizard never seem to get bored with it. Perhaps when he hears that there is 'better' magic, entrancement stops.

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Mon Feb 04, 2013 9:02 pm

the wizard never seem to get bored with it. Perhaps when he hears that there is 'better' magic, entrancement stops
Entrancements stops sounds actually great for nikam
but it seems that nikam is driving too fast, by night and with sun glasses :)

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby vinceschubert » Tue Feb 05, 2013 1:22 pm

Is it nikam that is driving ? ..or is driving just happening ?
Is the driving part of the enchantment ?

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby nikam » Fri Feb 15, 2013 5:27 pm

Is it nikam that is driving ? ..or is driving just happening ?
Is the driving part of the enchantment ?
Hello Vince

The certitude about nikam is driving probably gets tiner.
More Presence, confidence run in the muppet called nikam. There is a feeling of life experienced quietly, that was not there before. I can't assess clearly if it is due to psychological balance and/or better alignment. But actually, there is no need to assess...excepted for nikam may be...

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Re: In here nikam...

Postby vinceschubert » Fri Feb 15, 2013 8:47 pm

But actually, there is no need to assess...excepted for nikam may be...
Absolutely. It's the assessment of things like this that start a story, or more probably add to the story of nikam.
Appreciation with good humour of the subtle changes is much more valuable. Understanding that any shit that show up in life-ing is OK, and that everything always changes, can bring a body to health too. (it's a stress free body)

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