gibraltar liberation

[graceabounds]

drill down one more layer beyond ‘safety’ and ‘comfort’…. what is the direct experience of these, prior to words about them?

[Sukie]

Hi,
Sorry for the delay, I've looked beyond the comfort and safety several times, I'm not finding anything, well.. its like I'm looking through a tunnel, that still has some flavour of 'me', this can widen sometimes to include the space around me, but its just empty space, or aware space, or space I'm aware of...its nothing and nothing has changed or happened....Im worried that this might be it, I would be so disappointed...please advise :)

[graceabounds]

Where exactly is this “flavour of me”?
Is it in sensation?
Is it in the visual field?
Does it have a location, shape, boundary?

Look again, precisely. If you don’t directly find something
then be honest… Is the “flavour of me” anything more than a thought claiming ownership?

I would be so disappointed

What exactly were you expecting to happen? What would that provide to the structure of ‘you’?

That expectation, is it here now?

What if nothing was ever supposed to happen?

Because this isn’t about producing a new experience.
It’s about seeing what’s already the case…