Notice the simple imagination that yoy are something which is moving the body>Ha, look that this one who is talking to him is imagined?Another good catch! Yes you are right...This talking in my head is NOT MYSELF..
Yes it feels like ( or I imagine ) I am something which is moving the body, something which eats and swallows food and drinks tea.......Yes this imagination is so strong and so persuasiveNotice the simple imagination that yoy are something which is moving the body>
Something which eat and swallow the food, tea...?
Yes you are right! Whatever is happening right now, there is a story in my head about that so that it feels like I am something here that is involved or is responsible for what is happening right now or "I am something which is doing that".....Right now - What is happening + imagination/story "I am something which is doing that"
Yes this is the bare bones of this whole journey of searching that has taken years and years...you have made it look so simple....PLEASE GOD/SOURCE, LET THIS TRUTH SINK DEEPLY INTO MY HEART ( now that I have written this, it seems it should be written without "my heart" as then again the person is arising.....right? and also there is no God out there but there is Source somewhere or everywhere right?And this is it, ;)
Yes, I can see that the imagination here is so vivid and feels so so real and that is the key problem to seeing the Truth...Notice that imagination is very powerfull but still imagination
Notice that story about someone who is moving the body is only a story about someone separate?
I am very grateful for this!I am with you.
Thank you...I need lots of love here....and power to stay in Presence...but when I look at that word "power" it seems to have a bad reputation????Love and Power,
yes. thus is the problem :)but when I look at that word "power" it seems to have a bad reputation????
I know. let's look together:.and this person/Ursula here still feels so separate....
When I read the above, the first thing I observe is that I don't believe that I am so powerful and vast...it feels like you are saying this to make me feel better and that it is an exagerated statement...Say: "I am so powerful and vast that I am afraid to see myself and I prefer to pretend that I am a persona with important problems to resolve"
What is coming?
When I think of "I/Ursula", right away there is the awareness of this body which consists of warm tingling sensations where I believe my body is...as thought I am wrapped in a warm cocoon ( which I call 'my body' )Notice this thought-narrative
this thought "I Ursula"
then notice the sensation with which this thought is connected, this sense of a me?
OK I am staying with this connection of the thought "I/Ursula" with warm tingly sensations that create this sense of Me.....Stay with this connection and notice that this has nothing to do with the picture/image which is here?
Sometimes I get a glimpse that this might be true.....but usually it is so hard to believe that I am imagining this whole body from head to toe as just a bunch of colours which has been labelled 'Ursula/Me/I'There is an image of colours + imagination that there is a me Ursula?
Yes. "seeing no self" is exactly to feel relax and relief.At the same time - there is a part of me here that feels such a great relief when I read the above statement because it feels like there is something
Look around...There is an image of colours + imagination that there is a me Ursula?Sometimes I get a glimpse that this might be true.....but usually it is so hard to believe that I am imagining this whole body from head to toe as just a bunch of colours which has been labelled 'Ursula/Me/I'
There are so many colours here...in fact it appears as though everything is colour and there is nothing without colourJust notice how many colours and playfulness are here?
I still wish that the suffering here didn't feel so real.....I will try to stay with this fact that "all projections for suffering are just projections"All projections for suffering are just projections, you can rest here and you have the right to feel relaxed and you can smile ..
What is coming
I don't know what makes all this to be here? When I was religious it was easy to answer that question: GOD. I used to believe in the Bible..that God made Heaven and Earth and everything in between. Now I know there is NO GOD up there.......There is NO REMOTE-CONTROLLER anywhere that is making things happen ( neither ME nor GOD )....Look around...
What makes all this to be here, exactly as it is including body-ies?
Is there a remote-controller?
Yes I have been told and read many times that "the idea of someone separate, a doer, is just an idea"......Idea of someone separate , a doer is just an idea and we can rest here in the unknown and to welcome whatever is coming, right?
Can you live like that a day? two? an year?
Look at all this here as at beautiful game, miracle - sounds, colours, forms, sensations...joyThere are so many colours here...in fact it appears as though everything is colour and there is nothing without colour
Not sure what you mean by 'playfulness'...I usually think of 'playfulness' as a quality that belongs to 'someone'.....
Yes, exactly, look this colours, this image here, it is not scary, only imaginations are. No need to be afraid from the image. Relax.Ahhh when I read this line "you can rest here and you have the right to feel relaxed and you can smile' , it's like a big sigh and a sense of relief comes and envelops me and suddenly I feel so calm and secure as if I am held in the loving arms of the Universe..
Wonderful, yes and you can relax and smile to thisI don't know what makes all this to be here?
the main question for me is not surrendering but the meaning of the battle?But as soon as I say that, there is the thought that "Well if I surrender, who or what am I surrendering to if there is NO REMOTE-CONTROLLER'?
You mean like when I was a child? Yes, then everything was new, exciting, like a beautiful game.....I will try to see everything like that....Look at all this here as at beautiful game, miracle - sounds, colours, forms, sensations...joy
You mean that there is only UNIVERSE/GOD/ONENESS/AWARENESS/BEINGNESS/PRESENCE?Yes, you are at loving arms of Universe, maybe there is only Universe, No 2 ;)
Invitation is first to relax and then with curiosity to notice what is here
Not sure if I understand this.....I thought surrendering to something higher was the main thing I should be doing here...the main question for me is not surrendering but the meaning of the battle?
To be or not to be :)
to fight or to relax and enjoy
Look here closelyI want to relax and enjoy this whole process but yes it is true that I am striving to get something and I want to get it soon...so yes that makes me not able to relax and enjoy
I didn't realize that I was trying to find a way to win the battle with WHAT IS....But I now realize that if I can't accept WHAT IS, then I am fighting with it......You are expecting to find way to win the battle with What is?
But we are looking that there is only what is?
and this one who want to win...?
Ids therE ming of trying to control?
Where is the controller?
Is there remote-control?
Without the story about someone separate and fighting with what is - is there someone living life?.But I now realize that if I can't accept WHAT IS, then I am fighting with it......
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