1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
There’s only an idea of “I”,”me”,”self” are popping around
2) Share in your own words what the illusion of separate self is and how it shows up in experience.
In the experience of looking at the wall, It seemed I was looking at the wall, in facts there’s only a kind of knowing is knowing, just knowing nothing, but there’s an idea that reported “ I was looking at the wall “, even this idea is also known .
3) How does it feel to see this?
When I said I was feeling happy , feeling relief,feeling excited and etc , all kind of description just an idea or thoughts only.
They are some wording that meant for communication purpose.
What is the difference from before you started this dialogue?
Before joining forum, I thought I was the one doing this doing that.
Lately, realizing that it was just a thought
4) What was the last bit that pushed you over; made you look?
All of sudden realize that everything is happening in the field of knowing .I did not see anything that push me over
5a. Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work?
Give examples from your own recent experiences to how things happen and how things work.
5b. What are you responsible for? Give examples from your own recent experiences to how this works.
I don’t know who made decision,intention,free will,choice and control. They are just happening like that, in the field of knowing .
I have nothing to responsible for, things happen by itself,I was driven automatically to respond upon it happened
6) Anything to add?
Nothing to add.
As you mentioned,it’s only the beginning ；-）
Lots of love from Luhelen