Absolute

[freedom2bno1]

Could you say that Mary the quantum field appearing as the character, Mary?

[freedom2bno1]

I am the One Self.
What is Mary?
Mary is the One Self appearing as Mary.
Lubo is the One Self appearing as Lubo.
There is no one other than the One Self.
Mary and Lubo are the One Self appearing as Mary and Lubo.
The world is the One Self appearing as the world.
I am am-ness
I am is-ness.
I am This.
All is This.

[freedom2bno1]

There is so much love here.
There is such gratitude, and joy.
There is restfulness and peace.
Simplicity.
Complete relaxation.
This is ageless.
This is Freedom.
This has no end, extending, becoming, receding, un-becoming, ever-changing, ever-new
But still and moving
Like breathing
Happening on its own
This is aliveness. Dynamic and tireless.

[Lubo]

Yeah, confusion. Very good signal.
Notice what the story is- There are thoughts + body / feelings + doing. Thoughts say it all belongs to the Mary-center, but is there such a center?
It is a trap to look for what you are, see what you are not. You are not Mary because Mary can be found? What is Mary?
There is in the story, but in reality what is there? Look?

Don't change one belief with another. Check for your self.

Someone who is something here? look around, check in the body :)

[Lubo]

Ooo, I sent you replay but this is for the first two of your replays :) Sorry I see the other ones now.

There is so much love here.
There is such gratitude, and joy.
There is restfulness and peace.
Simplicity.
Complete relaxation.
This is ageless.
This is Freedom.
This has no end, extending, becoming, receding, un-becoming, ever-changing, ever-new
But still and moving
Like breathing
Happening on its own
This is aliveness. Dynamic and tireless.

Wow it is soo beautiful.
What is alive right now?
Is there Mary?
Can you point to the exact moment when this is seen?
What pushed you over and made you look?
How does it feel?

[freedom2bno1]

WHAT IS ALIVE RIGHT NOW?
This
IS THERE MARY?
No
CAN YOU POINT TO THE EXACT MOMENT WHEN THIS IS SEEN?
No. nothing sees This
WHAT PUSHED YOU OVER AND MADE YOU LOOK?
This is not known.
HOW DOES IT FEEL?
Like Love

This morning, there is no difference - as if it never was. There is sadness.

[Lubo]

I am here, I hear you.

And was there ever Mery?

Sadness - ok it's a sensation.
Is there a story about it?

Love,
Lubo

[freedom2bno1]

There was never Mary, no. This is clearly seen.
The story behind sadness: that This is known, glimpsed, but the seeing appears unstable, coming and going, which suggests it's not really true seeing.
Thank you for being here, Lubo.

[freedom2bno1]

And all these words are wrong. They don't fit. Knowing is absolute, undeniable. And not able to be placed in time, not even by a me which tried to own Knowing.
Sadness covers over frustration and doubt.
Why do these still arise?
These questions are still thoughts, story. This is also not in doubt.
They are losing power, but the expectation is that 'they should be dissolved in this seeing, however momentary the seeing seems to be.'

[freedom2bno1]

It is also clear that expectations cover seeing.
Confusion, frustration, all that arises, more strongly than before.

[freedom2bno1]

Actually, there is sadness for no reason - there is just sadness. No meaning behind it.

[freedom2bno1]

There is no story behind sadness after all. This makes sadness just what it is.

[Lubo]

These questions are still thoughts, story. This is also not in doubt.
They are losing power, but the expectation is that 'they should be dissolved in this seeing, however momentary the seeing seems to be.'

Questions are coming to check is there a centre where to stick😁
Is there a questioner behind them?

What the doubt is made from?

[freedom2bno1]

Haha, I meant my questions not yours 😁!
So if questions seem to have no meaning or make sense, perhaps it's because they're not sicking?

[Lubo]

Haha, I meant my questions not yours 😁!

😁 I mention your questions :)

So if questions seem to have no meaning or make sense, perhaps it's because they're not sicking?

Life is continuing. questions are coming, answers, ...Notice are there something that has changed?
Is there a worry that something will appear and will make a real self?
You can check is there something that you want to investigate?
Like who or what choose what to eat?
who makes the decisions? Give example? :)
Who is born?
Who lives life?
who has the credit for what has been won and who has lost something?

So, what is the goal of this searching?
Now you can find what is real and what is imagination.
When doubt appears you know how and where to look.
But most important for me is that there is increasing trust in This, What is. And when trust is here you can enjoying every movement, every sensation, every face that appear, every talk, everything is miracle and now you have eyes to see it.
These "Me glasses" are taken off and the reality is visible.
Character Mary will still appear and now the judging voice and voice of shame are powerless.
The label Mary point also to what is.
Now you can meet every trauma from this point of truth...

Read this and write what is coming.