Hi Sachin. :)
but it's kinda this energy. not strictly limited.
out of this energy i'm thinking; out of this energy i'm moving;
this is my experience on most days when i'm happy, even today
Do you move out of the energy, or does that energy itself move?
Is there a you that is separate from that energy?
but somedays when exhausted or upset, internal voice seems dominant
the thought I or me seems to be me; this body seems to be me
this energy just does not seem dominant
Could you elaborate on this?
What is the difference between being dominant and not dominant?
But most of the time i think "I have to go eat". "What should i eat"
No it's a reflex & sometimes i think about 'how' to dodge the car
What if you lost the ability to think? Does that mean you won’t eat
anymore? What about the babies who don’t know any word yet?
When the car comes suddenly, do you actually think?
When you’re walking, do you think about how to walk, or that
you are walking?
Please watch your actions and how many of them
really require thoughts. It’s clear that hands don’t move by
just thinking move, move, move. So, what is it that is
moving the hand? Is there any concrete entity that is doing it?
Thinking is a tool or faculty used by me when i want to perform actions.
What is the I and me in the above sentence?
But most of the times, i need to believe actions happened or thinking led to actions automatically without me getting involved.
Does thinking make actions happen? Can you be 100% sure about it?
And “actions happened automatically without me getting involved.”
Is that a belief, or reality?
No. It's more a feeling of aliveness or activeness. Not particularly localized.
Please keep feeling that particular feeling, and report what came up.
No. It's more like that's mine. How can you dispute that? Stop messing around with what's mine.
Is that something more than just thoughts?