What life is all about? Somebody please help me find the truth!

[EDY]

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
i have been searching the no self truth for years. i have read many books but unfortunately still don't get the experience. only the theory.

What are you looking for at LU?
I am desperately looking for a way out of this life of experiencing pain and suffering: self liberation. awakening. enlightenment. self realization. waking up from the separateness into oneness, and vice versa.

What do you expect from a guided conversation?
I need a guide who can lead me to see and experience no self using a straight, clear, simple, easy and obvious approach. I am an Indonesian. Thus i prefer a guide who can communicate in Bahasa, if any.

What is your experience in terms of spiritual practices, seeking and inquiry?
meditation
reading spiritual books,
yoga
praying and chanting mantras
floating tanks
flower remedies
herbs and psychedelics

On a scale from 1 to 10, how willing are you to question any currently held beliefs about 'self?
10