Hi Lala, Thank you for taking time to write! More and more, I see that I can’t possibly be my body or my thoughts, even if most of the time it still feels like I am those; it just wouldn’t make any sense since my feeling of existence is not (exclusively) attached to either one of those. This then be...

Wrong question. How to see the truth, that’s the right question. You are trying to see that you are a thought and that’s not going to happen, as you are not a thought. Thoughts are here, right. One thought after another. A fleeting blip of information. You are not that. Like you are not colour red, ...

Good, how about smells and taste, are you controlling them?
How about feelings/ emotions? Are you making emotions appear? Can you stop emotions from coming, make it stronger or weaker?

You are doing well, so just keep working with my questions and at some point it all becomes clear. :)

I’m offering a conversation for free!
Let me know when it’s a good time for you and we can talk.

:)

I’m here for you as long as you need me. I don’t remember if I mentioned, but if you like we can meet for a half an hour on a video chat and talk, it’s so much easier than messaging. It’s an open invitation for anyone, so feel free to use it, if it feels right. Yes, frustration is very much part of ...

Where to look? Right here right now, this moment, this experience that is here. Are you making colours appear? Or are you seeing what is already here? How about sounds? Are you controlling sounds? Can you make some sounds louder and others quieter? Or are sounds there without your doing? Let’s start...

Hi Lala, Welcome to the forum, glad you made it here. I can be your guide and assist you to untangle beliefs and point you to look at particular places until you see. I hear you about life being a struggle and resistance to what is showing up. We can start here. All I ask from you is to be honest an...

What do you see? Is there I to awaken? Is there a gate to cross?

Write what comes up when you sit with these questions.

With love.

It appears that you think that you saw through the separate self illusion years ago. From our conversation I can’t see that you did or that you do now. If you are open to question and investigate further I can ask another guide to assist. Not because I do not want to continue with you, but because y...

Intuitively = automatically. No?

What is not happening automatically?

1. How do you do that? Left calf muscles contract, right foot straight on 51.5 cm?
Or do legs know how to work without your command?

2. Please, just for fun, stop breathing for 10 min.

Besides, we all sometimes make some bad decisions. Isn't that a proof of a decision-maker? No, not at all. If there was a decision maker, why would it make bad decisions? That just does not make sense. But there is conditioning, right? All decisions depend on conditioning. So when a situation comes...

Great. So is there a self to awaken?
Time to ask this.

With love.

Different how? What are you waiting for to change? Yes, it’s funny that you say that you don’t know if Santa exists. Maybe start from there. There is no Santa! It’s fictional! A fictional character does not exist :) I see you are in Finland, perhaps it’s not too far for you to go to Santa land to ch...

Great, thank you!

I’m interested to hear how is your everyday life? Do you notice anything different in relationships? How do you see other people now?

With love.