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by The Toe
Mon Sep 09, 2013 12:17 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

Ok but could it not be so that these actions already always happen without a separate you doing it? yes. so many moments today that stuff just happen. too many to mention now. there was a shivering or shaking of the body for 20 minutes, when the attention or intention went on , directed by no one. ...
by The Toe
Sat Sep 07, 2013 12:40 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

hey Life, good to see ya. hey, something happened. It happened before 2 years ago but yesterday at night I took a look and asked : 'what is this I?' It is thought that says 'I '. So there was a looking into other thoughts today. Great laughter arises when seen that it is just thought making a mumbo ...
by The Toe
Wed Sep 04, 2013 11:59 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

Hi Life, I stopped for a couple of months and then somehow I seeked again. I still don't see God nowhere, as all stuff or glimpses of the past won't do right now. The only thing that is happening at this moment that there is a JAvier typing this. I cannot fool myself at this moment, despite of the h...
by The Toe
Tue Jun 11, 2013 7:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

Hi, I reached a point again that I can´t make anything about non duality, God, awareness, senses, looking, emotions, I, non I, nirvana, etc etc etc. I closed my eyes and looked for this I, and it was me ´looking´ for himself. Screw it! Thanks for the conversations and perhaps they might be usefull f...
by The Toe
Sun Jun 09, 2013 6:16 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

God doesn´t want to push itself through the Gate that he himself has created in the purpose for JAveir to exist for a little bit more or even for the rest of many many next life times.

:;
by The Toe
Sun Jun 09, 2013 6:15 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

Hi There is no understanding of non-duality anymore. The mind reached its limit again. I can understand that this site points to the re-discovery of there being no person behind the wheels, inside of a Javier. There has been great resonance with non dual tapes from Bentinho Masssaro on my mp3 player...
by The Toe
Sun Jun 02, 2013 2:28 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

´ all that there is awareness of is taking place within and as this same awareness´ The awakening is here but not liberation. As the distinction between awareness and life happening is getting smaller and smaller, sometimes I don´t know what the hell is going on. There are moments that as you said, ...
by The Toe
Tue May 28, 2013 11:04 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

hi, ask me any question and a almost ready made answer shows up for ´me´ and seeing through the falsness or not , shows up there. I can´t see through the awareness of a BREATHING BUDDHA OF THE NETHERLANDS. Jesus.....I almost want to hang out with ya and see if I can help you out for the breathing wh...
by The Toe
Tue May 28, 2013 10:59 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: The 'I'is the 'Doer'
Replies: 41
Views: 2414

Re: The 'I'is the 'Doer'

gonna talk to machiel now with the same apreciation.

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by The Toe
Tue May 28, 2013 10:58 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: The 'I'is the 'Doer'
Replies: 41
Views: 2414

Re: The 'I'is the 'Doer'

hi Elena, hi you mask seer hi hidden and welcomed version of myself hi Toe-Jam Hi toe-stopper Hi toe-hater (so called) I wanteds to say thank you for the posts. I don´t need to go through them all one at the time. sincronicity isn´t the right term and still there is a fear of total letting go. You d...
by The Toe
Thu Apr 04, 2013 12:19 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

Hey life, Saw your pm. Something changed here. Remember when seeking and doing experiments went on for days a couple of weeks ago? Well , there was no room left to look anymore or to do self inquiry as it was all ME. There was nothing more to be done as to stop. As I stopped, the identification with...
by The Toe
Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:56 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

Hi, I tried to answer directly this time. Hope all is well. Also while sleeping? the senses do not function in sleep. but what hears the alarm going on at 7 in the morning? where I said, what is the I you speak of? What is it not? Really, dont tell me you dont know cause what is you? Does I come and...
by The Toe
Sat Mar 09, 2013 10:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

In life, whenever I think I can do something or am in control of something, life stops abruptly...I stand still and life doesn't flow. IT happens so many times in the morning when I wake up, waiting for the waking up to happen....waiting for the standing up to happen, waiting for the clothes to be p...
by The Toe
Sat Mar 09, 2013 10:19 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

are the senses always there? What is left when all perception from the senses has faded? yes. The senses are there. I see the screen. I hear music. I hear the rain outside.I feel an itch What and where is the I in see, hear, feel? It is here. It is obvious. I see the screen. There, I see the speake...
by The Toe
Sat Mar 09, 2013 12:17 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel
Replies: 93
Views: 7845

Re: I would like to have a conversation with LIFE/Machiel

Just checking if you are still alive. there is a constant seeing of stuff happening by itself, like: - attention going to the right - thoughts but for the rest the question alwayus pops up 'but there is an I that can do something' and also the believed stuff that I see, I hear, I smell, I touch. Can...

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