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by ElPortal
Mon Jul 25, 2016 8:22 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Excited to be here! And to live in self-less-ness.
Replies: 67
Views: 7579

Re: Excited to be here! And to live in self-less-ness.

Hi Hursh,

Good to hear from you and thanks for the update.

Do you want to continue the investigation? (and/or get admitted into the LU post-gate groups and forums?)

Cheers

Mark
by ElPortal
Mon Jul 25, 2016 6:41 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

That's fine, Jill: take your time. Don't worry about writing the 'correct answer', just spontaneously and authentically.

Cheers

M
by ElPortal
Sat Jul 23, 2016 3:58 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Hi Jill Here are our summing-up questions. Please take your time with them and just answer them spontaneously, honestly and as fully as you can, from your present experience (i.e. practice rather than theory):- 1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or fo...
by ElPortal
Sat Jul 23, 2016 3:54 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Skype Conversation (typed):- [23/07/2016, 15:58:35] Mark: ok where would you like to start? do you have any response to what I wrote earlier in LU? [23/07/2016, 15:59:49] Jilda: have to read it again.. hold on. [23/07/2016, 16:00:55] Jilda: I agree on both paragraphs. [23/07/2016, 16:01:13] Mark: So...
by ElPortal
Sat Jul 23, 2016 5:12 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

HI Jill Thanks for those responses. I was going to initially say, too be pain-free and to not be stuck at home but then the thought came, who controls that?, no one, so everything is as it should be. I don’t have like it. Who’s not liking it? No one. Great! I would just like to refer you back to the...
by ElPortal
Fri Jul 22, 2016 3:29 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Hi Jill Thanks for your response. So yes, there are doubts about seeing through the illusion of self though there is no “me”.. haha, that's the funniest thing I have read all day! Since then after experiencing all the pain, dealing with the hospital, doctors, etc., it has been a very “me” experience...
by ElPortal
Wed Jul 20, 2016 6:05 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Ok Jill,

Mend that body soon, and I look forward to hearing from you when you are ready.

Cheers

Mark
by ElPortal
Tue Jul 19, 2016 6:33 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Ok Jill

So, 2 more questions now to follow on from the 7 I sent you before:-

8. Is there doubt or unclarity that in all these cases the ‘self’ is nothing other than a mental fabrication?

9. Are there any doubts about seeing through the illusion of separate self?

Cheers

Mark
by ElPortal
Tue Jul 19, 2016 6:03 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Hi Jill I agree, I guess there was an expectation that once you see through the illusion of a self, you can’t unsee it. Good that you noticed this expectation. I wonder if you can identify where it came from (eg some book, some teacher?), and any sensations associated with it? How could seeing ever ...
by ElPortal
Mon Jul 18, 2016 6:28 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

HI Jill Thanks for that. Now that I’m not 100% sure of. As I said earlier in the thread, I have had times where I can’t find a “me” at all and there is no separation in anything. But I then at other times I feel a distinct separation. I don’t understand if I’ve seen that there is no “me” why doesn’t...
by ElPortal
Sat Jul 16, 2016 2:17 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

HI Jill. Some great looking and noticing there! Looks like a stumbling block might just have been busted? Look for another day at a few more examples, and see if the same thing holds. Can you notice how, when something emotional or slightly threatening happens, there is a tendency for the body to ti...
by ElPortal
Fri Jul 15, 2016 5:51 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

HI Jill Thanks for those responses. 5. Can "the body" be found to be any more than label for sensations (namely tactile & kinesthetic)? This is could be rephrased as 'can a real 'me' be found in the bodily sensations (such as touch and interior sensations)?' 1. Have you been able to find, a ‘self’ t...
by ElPortal
Thu Jul 14, 2016 5:45 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Ok Jill

Looking forward to your answers on those.

Cheers

Mark
by ElPortal
Tue Jul 12, 2016 5:52 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Hi Jill Thanks for your response. The (e) that I got was tightness in my chest and feeling of dread (putting a label on it)(e & t). I tried to accept and embrace it but it becomes exacerbated and I had to stop. What am I doing wrong? Waiting for your response in what to do. Is anything wrong with th...
by ElPortal
Sun Jul 10, 2016 4:47 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: I would love a guide to help me!
Replies: 72
Views: 9628

Re: I would love a guide to help me!

Yes, that's fine Jill

M

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