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by khora
Mon May 14, 2012 12:36 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

dear ilona, yes, there is direct action happening. and mind comes later, to interpret it. sometimes, also, direct actions follows a thought. especially when the thought feels very clear. i don't know how to express that more clearly. when the thought feels not like a thought, but as a beginning of a...
by khora
Sun May 13, 2012 11:51 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

dear ilona, hope i will not bore you too much with my avoiding of direct looking and analysing instead :) "lift your left hand above the head now." it happened there was no controler and no process of decision / deliberation i could feel it just happened - spontaneously - as a reaction and after the...
by khora
Sun May 13, 2012 9:09 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

i've been trained to think like this :) but i can't find any in experiencing, there is experience and awareness and a process of establishing relations between present and past experience in control, there is expectation, a feeling of power, and a complex of feelings which want to supress other feel...
by khora
Sun May 13, 2012 8:19 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

hi ilona no stress :) how was this process live? now your questions no, there is no i there is this body there are desires there are thoughts and memories there are sensations there is awareness of some sensations and they are changing and 'i' is used as a label - sometimes for a complex of all this...
by khora
Sun May 13, 2012 12:02 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

i feel the process has started, somehow and i was very restless :) i kept checking back, to see if you responded - obsessively :) - but when i asked myself 'who' is the one checking or if 'i' wanted to see if you responded, there was no i - just expectations that the process would be quick and you w...
by khora
Sat May 12, 2012 8:58 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

they just come sometimes they develp from other thoughts sometimes they are a spontaneous description of inner / outer experience i am not in control of them they just develop, one from another, sometimes with slight pauses when i try to stop them, sometimes they stop, sometimes they don't - sometim...
by khora
Sat May 12, 2012 6:34 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

and when i try to describe a direct experience to someone, i try to make her / him 'understand' how it was for me or how the thing is in order to have something in common - a starting point for an action, for example, or a reason for making a request, or i don't know what else - to share, as sharing...
by khora
Sat May 12, 2012 6:30 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

moldova our countries have something in common :) ok - understanding and seeing are different you can understand without seeing, and see without understanding i did the experiment i picked a pair of socks :) and i smelled them for ~30 sec i was thinking i washed them properly, but they still retaine...
by khora
Fri May 11, 2012 7:29 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: khora, let's talk here.
Replies: 31
Views: 3687

Re: khora, let's talk here.

hi ilona / thank you kindly for accepting i'm 26 from a small country in eastern europe i've been interested in different forms of spirituality since 12, i think - lots of things, from osho to christianity, from nonviolent communication to philosophical counselling, from sudarshan kriya to vipassana...

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