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by YGirl
Sun Oct 04, 2020 1:14 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Hope you are having a good weekend. Is it the story which makes the sensation stronger or the focus on it? The more focus and belief in the story, the more the story cycles, grows, seems real and the more 'problematic' and stronger the sensation. You already found a change with your pain, the story,...
by YGirl
Thu Oct 01, 2020 6:22 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Hi Jadzia,

I'm really poorly with complications following the sinusitis. I'm going to rest up for a couple of days - will write soon. The situation is giving rise to some interesting stories to observe! LoL.

x.
by YGirl
Wed Sep 30, 2020 12:04 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Seeing through the self is like the starting shot for much more unravelling, some stuff will drop away easily and epiphanies will lighten the path, but there will be confusion, beliefs and the way we look at ourselves will have to crumble. The key is No resistance to anything! :-) Yes, things are s...
by YGirl
Mon Sep 28, 2020 6:30 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

One day it is clear, next day hazy - this is perfectly ok - it is finding, balancing out a new status quo or overview. I guess all the ordinary stuff of life has to carry on, so an equilibrium is needed / happens... It might be interesting to have a close look what the difference in action, feeling...
by YGirl
Sun Sep 27, 2020 4:00 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

I don't seem to have that complete certainty I've seen with others, but maybe it's a case of keeping checking, verifying... There is no dead line here, there is all the time in the world to see what is or not. And yes checking is helpful. Yesterday was a story of lots of frustration and being fed u...
by YGirl
Fri Sep 25, 2020 3:36 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Had a poorly couple of days. Am thinking about your questions, and observing - will let you know. I'm definitely fighting fewer 'internal battles' with my 'self', and if they do happen I don't take them very seriously. One thing I will say - I don't seem to have that complete certainty I've seen wit...
by YGirl
Wed Sep 23, 2020 3:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Not solid, no inside no outside. How does this discovery make you feel? Calm, somewhere deep down. Like everything is ok. Hard to describe really. Then the thoughts slide to one or another of the '2 perspectives' and it seems to be 'gone' - though obviously that can't be the case - and it feels unc...
by YGirl
Mon Sep 21, 2020 6:36 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Not solid, no inside no outside. How does this discovery make you feel? I've been feeling pretty chilled out :-) What is it that suposedly makes people more tricky? Looking today, I think it's because the story being told about people - the moment we see them - is so strong. You see a stranger in t...
by YGirl
Sun Sep 20, 2020 6:32 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Hope you had a good weekend :-) Is there a body or a ceiling in the moment? Not in direct experience no. Today I was sitting in the garden (all my 'good' work happens there, it seems) and it was clear that 'body' as 'a thing' is just an idea. It has felt so solid before, with inside and outside. But...
by YGirl
Sat Sep 19, 2020 6:01 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Do thoughts know anything? Can they? No, they don't - just a poor choice of words. What is 'knowing'? Open up for the cracks and be observant, even keen on catching them. What about me and the other? Are there cracks too? Me and the tree? The flower? Try on everything. Still watching/looking :-) Mo...
by YGirl
Fri Sep 18, 2020 6:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Thanks Jadzia - it's good you are more patient than me! LOL :-) Is in the sensation a hand or a table or just the sensation hand/table? It's just the sensation. Only thoughts know it's table. Only thoughts know whether I am feeling my hand or the table. Only thoughts/perspective/imagining says anyth...
by YGirl
Thu Sep 17, 2020 6:15 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Well, take a piece of paper and write down everything where self seems to be. And then we have a deeper look. I went for a walk and spent some time reflecting. I'm ok with the idea that there is no chooser, no I to be responsible and so on. I think it needs to sink in more, in experience, but that'...
by YGirl
Wed Sep 16, 2020 6:10 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Strip the beliefs away and the view becomes clearer, unfogged. That makes sense. More work to be done on the beliefs I think. Re. no entity of self, no chooser, no controller - I sort of feel like I got it / understood it once - maybe 'head-seeing' - but that was a few weeks' ago. Maybe I need to l...
by YGirl
Tue Sep 15, 2020 10:54 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

Separation comes via thought. Yup. I can see this. No Separation isn't got intellectually. Thoughts can say "All is one", try it, say it out loud: All is one! There is no separation at all! What happens? Do you get it? Nope - it's like saying 'I'm a giraffe' - doesn't make it so LOL. Unless you bel...
by YGirl
Sun Sep 13, 2020 3:46 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Ready!
Replies: 217
Views: 6941

Re: Ready!

So is it true that it works or is it just another story? There's no way to know for sure that the thought 'causes' the action, so it must be another story. I mean we both no there is no one in your head, this is just a description of the situation. But lets play with it: Where are you when this doe...

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