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by Tiger01
Tue Jan 15, 2019 2:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

What is fear itself? Bunch of sensations across the body at once. Some at the heart, Some back of the head.. Sometimes even calf muscle starts to shake.. increased heart rate What is it protecting? What needs to be protected? What is that feels threatened? Not sure but something vulnerable. Slept q...
by Tiger01
Mon Jan 14, 2019 12:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

i'm watching a movie so that i can short out this scary commentary... :)
by Tiger01
Mon Jan 14, 2019 12:34 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Hello, I somehow came across Alan Watts statement that the "The ego is a chronic muscular tension". It clicked and somehow had the courage to look and there is nothing in my face.. just sensations. this happened yesterday & i felt a certain amount of relief and increased attention upon the objects a...
by Tiger01
Fri Jan 11, 2019 3:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Can you locate this "you" ? Can you touch/Smell/see/hear/taste that "you" ? There is this feeling that i exist and it's somewhere behind the face or on the face.. unsure! I can't touch/smell/see/hear/taste. Feeling is the only word that I can use. Isn't this what we refer to consciousness in wester...
by Tiger01
Fri Jan 11, 2019 8:35 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Focus this and take a good look and tell me please Where are you really ? The experience is that whatever I think I am to be is or on around the front face But the facial sensations are not me.. They seem to be behind or ahead or beside whatever is me Now, what is the question that i should use to ...
by Tiger01
Thu Jan 10, 2019 2:05 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

If I keep telling myself "there is no me" or " I do not exist" will this feeling go away?

Because the way I think is the way I feel and vice versa...
by Tiger01
Thu Jan 10, 2019 9:37 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

It's like if i was overeating, and i knew. I definitely want to stop but i'm not able to. When normal people advise, they'll say.. Just stop. But in experience it's just not working! I think this is one of the scenarios.... My experience is that I'm somehow a little more than the image, sensations, ...
by Tiger01
Wed Jan 09, 2019 8:05 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

What about a "feeling" of a self ? Is it still there ? Look! Still here. When I close my eyes. What remains is sensations, sounds and thoughts. The experience is "I(other than thought) am here" noticing the above 3 which are "there". Some feel farther.. Some feel nearer. For understanding, I seem t...
by Tiger01
Mon Jan 07, 2019 8:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Little hectic. I'll take a day or two to get back :)
by Tiger01
Mon Jan 07, 2019 1:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Can a thought think ? What can a thought do ? No. It can exist or not exist. But here is the catch... Thought can create mental or emotional states. When I hum "Eye of the tiger" I find myself in a motivated emotional state. When I hum "Another brick in the wall" or "Summer time sadness" I find mys...
by Tiger01
Mon Jan 07, 2019 12:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Had a severe headache while i wrote the answer and had to get to work and get things done! Terrible situation. Please consider this reply :) Do you have questions till now ? Where do you think we must look more ? "I" was a thought before and it is a thought even now right? At-least when "I" was not ...
by Tiger01
Mon Jan 07, 2019 8:46 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Do you have questions till now ? Where do you think we must look more ? What is recognizing "I" as a thought. Isn't it another thought? Sometimes when I do this, my head hurts. Maybe bcz one part of the brain is trying to control the other or something. Some other operating system must come up to r...
by Tiger01
Fri Jan 04, 2019 2:40 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Please see, touch, smell, hear, or taste the “I” behind the eyes. Can you ? There was a belief that "I am this body" And u helped me see that is the AE of a image This belief hasn't gone entirely but there is clarity. Especially when I close my eyes. The image is gone. Now There is a belief that "I...
by Tiger01
Fri Jan 04, 2019 9:49 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

Continuing of the previous post There is no other true experience than direct experience. Can you tell me more about an orientation ? What is this "orientation" in direct experience ? Can you look deeper to this "orientation" ? Can you see, touch, smell, hear, or taste this "orientation" ? don't thi...
by Tiger01
Fri Jan 04, 2019 9:21 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten
Replies: 163
Views: 10196

Re: Help me see reality - Guide request : adilerten

(For comms i'm using body) When we say I am this body or this is me. Everything else is not me. I think I am referring to the image of this body. And not even the sensations. That is y when we see an image of the body, we go! hey that's me... When i close my eyes, the image vanishes. What exists is ...

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