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by Jadzia
Mon Oct 22, 2018 5:30 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Grace
Replies: 40
Views: 3200

Re: Grace

Only in the story -- and in my imagination -- and in the memory of experiences. Memory is thought, isn't it? Well, awareness feels spacious compared to feeling contracted into this little body-mind. Yes, it seems to feel like that. Is there any difference between awareness and the little body mind?...
by Jadzia
Sun Oct 21, 2018 4:00 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: donothing
Replies: 108
Views: 6408

Re: donothing

These dualities exist in my thought processes though and isn't that what I was looking at? how could I interpret the thoughts in a non dualistic way? All thoughts are what they are, nothing wrong with them, still: If for a moment you would drop judgement, sorting everything into drawers with labels...
by Jadzia
Sun Oct 21, 2018 10:59 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: donothing
Replies: 108
Views: 6408

Re: donothing

She thinks the grass is always greener but doesn't know what she wants, she wants people to like her but doesn't particularly like herself, is judgmental but thinks she isn't, thinks she's special but has low self esteem, is caring, she worries about money, exhibitionist one minute introvert the ne...
by Jadzia
Sun Oct 21, 2018 10:03 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Searching for the socks I never owned
Replies: 123
Views: 12022

Re: Searching for the socks I never owned

And the frustration is also I understand the logic of it but cant move past that point. I see that these frustrations must get in the way and are blocking what is right in front of me. In this case the frustration is the key! Well groomed beliefs don't go down without some resistance and frustratio...
by Jadzia
Sun Oct 21, 2018 6:24 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Grace
Replies: 40
Views: 3200

Re: Grace

Sometimes (in fact, pretty often) its like the perspective is from high above in spacious awareness looking the humans (including little Carter) playing on sandbox earth. Happily cooperating or angrily hitting one another over the head with their plastic shovels (or atomic bombs!). All of them doin...
by Jadzia
Sat Oct 20, 2018 5:02 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Grace
Replies: 40
Views: 3200

Re: Grace

Yes -- all oneness is known -- and seen when I look. BUT a sense of seperate self still arises often. One could say there is no self and there is a self, both are right or wrong depending in what way one looks. There is no self separate from anything but there is a self in the story - and the story...
by Jadzia
Thu Oct 18, 2018 12:35 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Searching for the socks I never owned
Replies: 123
Views: 12022

Re: Searching for the socks I never owned

Oh dear, I hope everybody is fit again. Thank you for for writing so honestly! This helps a lot. I see, there is an expectations which is getting in the way right now. It is a common enough one. “Seeing through the illusion is the beginning of only living in the actual experience, thoughts will be m...
by Jadzia
Thu Oct 18, 2018 8:24 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Grace
Replies: 40
Views: 3200

Re: Grace

Sounds good! This might be a word thing, so bear with me: I guess it is known that awareness/space time/body mind/Carter are an inseparable one? Right? One thing to be careful off is that now one story/belief is dropped and not to allow the empty space to be filled by another story. ...and a knowing...
by Jadzia
Thu Oct 18, 2018 8:11 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: donothing
Replies: 108
Views: 6408

Re: donothing

Margaret, thoughts are thoughts, they just are. There is no one to mind them, no one to wish them away. They are in the acceptance as everything else. I guess one of the expectations found in the Margaret story is that the story stops or gets out of the way for the real thing. Yes? Having a kind loo...
by Jadzia
Wed Oct 17, 2018 5:17 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: donothing
Replies: 108
Views: 6408

Re: donothing

When I touch a table it is one sensation and no feeler. Hearing is just hearing with no hearer, however. I am paying attention when doing the tasks. Good. Have a look at the other senses too. Is there a seer, a taster, someone who smells. Just AE. But what is the best approach in everyday life? How...
by Jadzia
Wed Oct 17, 2018 6:56 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Grace
Replies: 40
Views: 3200

Re: Grace

What a wonderful read! Is there still any verification needed? Awareness experiences awareness -- and ... is experience. No experiencer, just experience. Only awareness experiencing, -- dancing with itself. ....just dancing, just experiencing. For Awareness experiencing itself would mean that there ...
by Jadzia
Tue Oct 16, 2018 8:26 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: donothing
Replies: 108
Views: 6408

Re: donothing

When listening to a sound attentively, there is no hearer, it is just listening. But throughout the day, there is sometimes an awareness of the ' I am the hearer' thought in the background especially in conversation. More attentiveness may reduce these thoughts, this will be practised. Yes, just he...
by Jadzia
Tue Oct 16, 2018 1:11 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: donothing
Replies: 108
Views: 6408

Re: donothing

I'm not sure why but this has bought a whole new meaning to 'thought just happens', because although I know there is no separate self, thoughts have kept on happening to 'me', I have continuously got caught up in them as if there is a me listening to them, visualizing them, identifying with them. N...
by Jadzia
Tue Oct 16, 2018 5:20 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Grace
Replies: 40
Views: 3200

Re: Grace

Time/past/future is a delightful creation/arising in the contents of thoughts. Like a rainbow or iridescent butterfly wings. Yes, it is another of the illusions. Awareness can not be found in AE like a rock or a cat. But it seems it can be experieinced as a sese of expansion and flow -- and love --...
by Jadzia
Mon Oct 15, 2018 8:31 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Searching for the socks I never owned
Replies: 123
Views: 12022

Re: Searching for the socks I never owned

Is everything ok? Got stuck with the questions?

Love,
Jadzia

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