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by Cubic77
Tue Nov 15, 2011 11:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Invitation for You to see through you.

Are you familiar with Tony Parsons view of liberation? Is it the same place you are? Or not you... You know what I mean:-)
by Cubic77
Tue Nov 15, 2011 11:06 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Invitation for You to see through you.

I'm still here and I've opened the page a few times but not knowing what to write. I'm feeling stuck and back in my old self. Don't know where to go from here. There is most definitely still a strong sense of self. Somebody moved the gate:-)
by Cubic77
Sun Nov 06, 2011 10:56 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Re: Invitation for You to see through you.

it still feels like I exist. on the other hand i do see that what i believe to be my self is an illusion of sorts and that helps to not get caught up in my minds chatter but am lacking that feeling of connection to something bigger than "me".
by Cubic77
Fri Nov 04, 2011 3:56 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Re: Invitation for You to see through you.

I feel like I am this body, mind and feelings. A mix of history, habits, emotions and dreams. On the other hand i see that many of the things I consider to be me happen without a me involved. The body for example seems to run many of its complex systems without "me" involved. Actually i think it is ...
by Cubic77
Tue Nov 01, 2011 8:35 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Invitation for You to see through you.

I have been trying to trust and look over the past days and I'm not really sure if I find it easy or very difficult. One one hand I feel not at all different from before and I still feel like there is a me behind all of this. On the other hand it is like my mind has been much more quiet. The constan...
by Cubic77
Fri Oct 28, 2011 7:33 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Re: Invitation for You to see through you.

im still here. I think my ego is fighting me on this. Fighting to stay in control. Ive been in a really shitty mood today and with a short fuse. In that state of mind I find it hard to get back to awareness. It feels difficult again and like I dont know how to look:-( I do try to stop my self in the...
by Cubic77
Thu Oct 27, 2011 7:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Re: Invitation for You to see through you.

Do I exist...? Hmm as I go trough the day I still identify with that collection of thoughts and feeling of the body. Especially when things get busy and I dont take the time to breathe and close my eyes to look. Like right now I find it really hard to just observe my thoughts without judgement the w...
by Cubic77
Wed Oct 26, 2011 8:59 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Invitation for You to see through you.

I really appreciate you taking the time to help me but are you gone long longgone:-) I am having some small break throughs today. I have found that if I close my eyes and focus in on the thoughts or chatter going on inside my head then they suddenly diminish and disapear! It is like I am watching my...
by Cubic77
Tue Oct 25, 2011 9:15 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Re: Invitation for You to see through you.

So having looked at all the components of what you have taken to be you and found that they are nothing more than shifting sand .. Having found that you are not to be found anywhere amongst them .. Would it be fair to say that the you you took yourself to be is not actually real ? Would it not be m...
by Cubic77
Tue Oct 25, 2011 5:47 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Invitation for You to see through you.

Sleep, work and a 10 month old Got in the way:-) ill be back in a few hours.
by Cubic77
Mon Oct 24, 2011 9:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Re: Invitation for You to see through you.

Your physical appearance .. if you were locked in a cell with no mirror would you lose the sense of you ? I think the sense of me would still be there. I guess this situation would be equivalent to how a blind person senses him or herself? More through feeling and touch and less through vision or s...
by Cubic77
Mon Oct 24, 2011 5:19 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Re: Invitation for You to see through you.

1) Are you prepared to see that there is no you ? Yes I belive I am. Actually I think I am more afraid of not being able to see there is no me than actually suceeding. I have so high expectations for it that it would really suck if i could not finally see it:-) I am not sure if my ego is ready for ...
by Cubic77
Mon Oct 24, 2011 2:50 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Invitation for You to see through you.

About three years ago I started looking into literature about the possibilities of the human mind and spirituality in general. I guess I have always been looking for a higher meaning with everything and know somewhere deep down that there must be more to the puzzle than what I was taught in school a...
by Cubic77
Sun Oct 23, 2011 8:55 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Invitation for You to see through you.
Replies: 31
Views: 2848

Invitation for You to see through you.

I'm ready:-)

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