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by Mark Hewitson
Sat Sep 07, 2013 6:20 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

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Hi Perry, Yes, back now. Have been thinking about loose ends. There is nothing I can think of at the moment except perhaps ‘what comes next?’ I don’t feel concerned about this, just interested, but I feel it is unfolding anyway. Further ‘realisations’ have come, although in a sense it seems like the...
by Mark Hewitson
Wed Aug 28, 2013 7:11 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry, Back now. Yes ‘sort of retreat’ in that I was at a retreat centre but not on a retreat. So, the six questions. 1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? No, there is no ‘self’ or ‘I’ in any shape or form. ‘I’ is just an ill...
by Mark Hewitson
Fri Aug 16, 2013 7:20 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry,

Hope you had a good holiday. I'm off on sort of retreat for a week and am going to take the questions with me.
Will post some replies when I get back.

All the best,

Mark
by Mark Hewitson
Thu Aug 08, 2013 12:14 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry, Yes its a little like I can’t quite believe it so I have to go back and check. I also seem to enjoy seeing it, though enjoy is a weak word for what it feels like. I had a lot of fun yesterday and the day before – seeing that thought was only thought seemed to be very funny. I lay down to g...
by Mark Hewitson
Sun Aug 04, 2013 11:44 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi, So . Woke up this morning and it dawned on me that of course that is it. If I look into my experience and see there is no self etc., then what more is there. Felt a bit stupid not seeing this. It seems much clearer now. I am still left with a feeling that I wan’t to keep looking just to make sur...
by Mark Hewitson
Sat Aug 03, 2013 10:56 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry, Thanks yet again for your time and patience. Is this heart and head? I ask myself. I come to write and I’m trying to ‘answer’ the question. When going about the day and I look or reflect on no self etc. the response comes that, ‘no there is no self’. How can I put this into thoughts and wo...
by Mark Hewitson
Wed Jul 31, 2013 11:22 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry, Is there a doubter or just doubting? Ok – doubt about ‘the gate’ and ‘going through’. Is this doubt? What is doubt? Questioning more like “I’ll be left behind” – emotion and feeling not to do with the illusion of self. Who is left behind? Who doesn’t ‘get it’? Driving – thinking about non-...
by Mark Hewitson
Wed Jul 31, 2013 12:16 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry,

Sorry. Been away for a few days. No internet. Will get back soon.

Mark
by Mark Hewitson
Thu Jul 25, 2013 11:18 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry,

Thats fine. Lets carry on looking.

x Mark
by Mark Hewitson
Tue Jul 23, 2013 12:42 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry, I'm not sure anything is missing. I 'see' 'it'. When ever I look it seems clear. Perhaps it is just the somewhat understated nature of it and also that it took place over a period of time and not necessarily all in one particular moment. Something in the mind must have been expecting somet...
by Mark Hewitson
Sat Jul 20, 2013 1:58 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

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Hi Perry, Wrote this one before your last post. So - one more stream of consciousness, hope its not too exasperating – I just find it’s a good way to find out where I am at with it all. Maybe my head needs convincing, or something. I think it may just have to accept it all in the end: What is going ...
by Mark Hewitson
Wed Jul 17, 2013 9:30 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

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Hi Perry, I liked ‘keep on cooking’. So, I realised that this is not about experiences, though they may happen, I think I was getting a little hooked on this after having a few. So I thought I’d just return to basics, as it were. Back to the ‘stream of consciousness’ approach (hope you’re a quick re...
by Mark Hewitson
Sun Jul 14, 2013 6:30 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

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Hi Perry, I notice I haven’t posted for six days! It never feels like that long. Even if I don’t post I’m very much with the process. It seems ‘it’ won’t leave me alone! Thanks for your ideas about working with dark stories. I have been using this and it is useful. I may say more later. Saturday mor...
by Mark Hewitson
Sun Jul 07, 2013 2:04 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi Perry, Back again. Sorry about the last post - embarrassed about it – but why? – they’re not my mental states, not my embarrassment! So sorry, I can’t be sorry about them - but I’m sorry anyway! Yes, there is an idea that all this is happening to someone, rather than just happening. ‘I am having ...
by Mark Hewitson
Sun Jul 07, 2013 11:18 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Thread for Mark
Replies: 73
Views: 3459

Re: Thread for Mark

Hi, So. Doubt is still arising. I seem to go through these peak experiences, like yesterday, and then become overcome with doubt and frustration. My stories take hold – won’t bore you too much with the details but maybe for the sake of completeness. Things like: ‘I can’t do this’ ‘I’m not integrated...

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