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by Thorzen
Mon Oct 24, 2011 11:42 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?
Replies: 19
Views: 2923

Re: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?

Actually it was moved to home for some reason.. hehe.
by Thorzen
Sun Oct 23, 2011 8:41 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?
Replies: 19
Views: 2923

Re: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?

I can, yes, I understand the meaning of it, but I am not detached to it permanently. I can see that as I look for me, I don't find anything, and that "me" is just another label, for something that is more vast and indefinable and not understandable by the mind. I feel the truth of it. But only right...
by Thorzen
Sun Oct 23, 2011 5:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?
Replies: 19
Views: 2923

Re: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?

If there is no switch of state why pursue it? I am not pursuing it for some ego-gratification, I am pursuing it to reach a state of contentness. If liberation changes nothing, then how am I liberated from anything? To answer your question, a feeling of identity is behind the word me, an identity of ...
by Thorzen
Sun Oct 23, 2011 2:13 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?
Replies: 19
Views: 2923

Re: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?

Ilona, I expect there to be a shift from my current state of being, to a state of being that is different, i'm not sure different in what way, but that I am happy, or no longer need to be happy, just that in some way, I am content and untouched by the world..
by Thorzen
Sun Oct 23, 2011 1:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?
Replies: 19
Views: 2923

Re: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?

I know i'm not liberated, still attached to thoughts, still emotional chaos, still dependant on desires and wants, still not happy with the moment as it is. The reason I don't think it will be easy is not because I don't want it to happen, it's because I myself have been working on this for a long t...
by Thorzen
Sat Oct 22, 2011 1:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Any liberator ready for a real challenge?
Replies: 19
Views: 2923

Any liberator ready for a real challenge?

I'm still here, available with all my energy and honesty to be liberated, but I don't think it's going to be easy. Is anyone up for the challenge?
by Thorzen
Sat Oct 22, 2011 10:55 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

The structural "I" thoughts are back, the differnent things that define me as a person, the insecurities, the likes, dislikes, the familiar old self is back, and I am identified
by Thorzen
Fri Oct 21, 2011 6:04 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

I hate to say, but I feel as unliberated as ever :P
by Thorzen
Thu Oct 20, 2011 11:46 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

Roger that, if this is liberation it's pretty damn chill hehe. Will see what happens :)
by Thorzen
Thu Oct 20, 2011 11:37 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

"It is Life, living itself. No I is needed for life to be. And that is Freedom itself."

That was it
by Thorzen
Thu Oct 20, 2011 11:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

1) Is there a you, at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?

 No, none can be found. There is a body moving around, and I am aware of it, but I am nowhere to be found in it, or outside it, I just seem to know it. 2) Explain in detail what the self is and how it works.

 The self attaches I to a...
by Thorzen
Thu Oct 20, 2011 11:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

There is a soft pulsing in teh legs, other than that, nothing.
by Thorzen
Thu Oct 20, 2011 11:08 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

Life exists, I do not
by Thorzen
Thu Oct 20, 2011 10:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

But this body is alive, and this mind is alive, and there is feeling, and there is awareness of it all. So if I am not any of it, who does things? Why does this lifeform exist? Why do I think I am if I am not? If there is no I, then what to do here with the body and the mind? What is the point? What...
by Thorzen
Thu Oct 20, 2011 10:40 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ready to Die
Replies: 56
Views: 4468

Re: Ready to Die

True, I am aware of looking so I can't be looking.. but then what am I?

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