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by Audra
Sat Sep 15, 2012 2:52 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

Continuing from previous post: 5) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look? was there a specific moment when seeing happened or was it gradual? what exactly happened? It was gradual. No sudden falling into anything. We have been conversing for about one week when suddenly you made t...
by Audra
Sat Sep 15, 2012 2:49 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

I am continuing from previous post: 3) How does it feel to see this? describe in detail. No fireworks, no ecstasy, no all-encompassing bliss. It is like taking a heavy load of your shoulders. There is a feeling of lightness. The need to defend the Self is falling away. Seeking enlightenment falls aw...
by Audra
Sat Sep 15, 2012 2:42 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

I have written a lot, so I will post the answers to your five questions as separate posts. 1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? how about self, is there anything that is separate from everything else? There is no “Me” anywhere, in any way, shape or form an...
by Audra
Thu Sep 13, 2012 1:46 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“Do you have any doubts about this, or are you fully cooked?” There are no doubts about the accuracy of what I have written about the “I” yesterday. I can never be convinced otherwise. Therefore, the belief in the “I” as a powerful director fell away. What fell away with that is the seeking. It is ...
by Audra
Wed Sep 12, 2012 2:54 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“I” is a phantom: everyone talks about it, but nobody can find it. “I” is No thing, just a word representing an idea. “I” can be and usually is used in communication because it provides some reference point. However, when “I” is taken beyond this practicality and there is a belief that “I” exists in...
by Audra
Tue Sep 11, 2012 2:10 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“I bet it's starting to feel odd saying poppycock like that. On the one hand it is such serious business, having an "I" and owning that strife, and on the other hand it's just words and letters and sounds sayhahdfhaueakjdkjfadkjw dlfadh29333hf” Gosh, this was needed – thank you! Especially when you...
by Audra
Mon Sep 10, 2012 11:17 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

Evening observations: Now this body is sitting on the couch and watching TV, there is watching, empty watching. Eyes look around the room and there is only a very subtle feeling that I am doing it, very subtle claiming of ownership. Mostly just emptiness looking, watching. This is different from my ...
by Audra
Mon Sep 10, 2012 7:16 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“When you say "I"...what does this refer to?” “I” refers to a thought. “I” is a primary thought that claims all other concepts as “Mine” and then “the Self” is formed. “I” claims this body as “My body” and thoughts as “My thoughts”. It’s a habit. It is so hard to unbelieve it all. This mind is frus...
by Audra
Sun Sep 09, 2012 1:04 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“You cannot get rid of unicorn, where will you find it? Also, where will you "get rid of it to"...where to put the damn thing?” Ha ha, you are funny again. So true! Who is getting rid of "I"? “I” was trying to do it, but I would never be able to achieve that. "I" is like one wave looking at the oth...
by Audra
Sat Sep 08, 2012 12:31 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“Interesting that you have a talking logic. Where do you keep that? I read about a talking snake once.” Ha ha funny! Good point. I get off track and you are on it. You don’t let me get away with anything, this is good. Ha ha “Nobody is already there but fooling herself that all this thinking and co...
by Audra
Fri Sep 07, 2012 12:36 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“Just see that watching is happening on it's own accord. Just see that watching is happening on it's own and.... Just see that watching is not a thought, awareness is not a thought, is just IS without the need of a "you" to claim it.” I practiced this today. I consciously directed attention to the ...
by Audra
Thu Sep 06, 2012 2:51 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

Yes, you are right. I feel there is enough of intellectual understanding, it is time to follow the exercises today. “Sit down, look at an object, then watch thought turn, just as described. Take a deep breath, close your eyes, and look for your "self" in there. Look everywhere....just black and sile...
by Audra
Wed Sep 05, 2012 1:01 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

“Are you expecting this seeing to be a state that remains?” Yes, “I” expects that. "The identification" is not a noun, it is "you" thinking, then feeling a feeling (proof) then more thinking and labeling.” Yes, I can see that now – thank you. Identification is definitely not a noun, but content of ...
by Audra
Tue Sep 04, 2012 12:56 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

Yes, I need to see how the self is created. I looked into your great questions today. “Explain the part that comes along and "thinks" it "owns" because it claims ownership.” The part that thinks it “owns” the body is clearly my mind. What is mind? A bundle of thoughts/information with a primary thou...
by Audra
Mon Sep 03, 2012 11:18 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -help!
Replies: 29
Views: 2700

Re: There is no "I" is understood but only intellectually -h

Thank you very much for your reply. Yes, I agree with the rules. There might be a big time difference between us so replies might not always come straight away, but they will come everyday. I am very keen. You can call me Audra. Would you please tell me about what you expect from seeing no-self? Whe...

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