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by Not me
Tue Aug 14, 2012 4:21 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

What comprises (or makes up) the illusion of a separate sense of self and how it operates? It's coming through that this separate sense of self is/was in fact important for survival, and it is part and parcel of the unfolding we call life. Without it, this moment could not be. However, Just as "I" ...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 10:41 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

First comes the thought which says "you haven't passed anything boy" And there was the feeling of worthlessness attached to it.. but it only lasted for a flash and was immediately seen as nonsense! How would you describe this to somebody who is very interested, but has never heard about this illusio...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:43 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

That was interesting! The word myself feels a bit empty now, but "I" guess there is still residue and possibly more. It will be tested and known when it happens. There is no anxiety, impatience or any wanting to know anything right now. But instead a kind of excitement in not knowing whats gonna hap...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:33 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

There's the feeling of wanting to know how this will translate into other areas of life. So thoughts about future still occurring. But no heavy charge on it. No feeling of rushing out to experience loads of situations because there is the complete confidence that all the necessary situations will oc...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:28 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

There was a feeling of gratefulness, and then a thought saying you should thank Vivi, and then another thought said who should thank who? It's one thing happening here. No one to thank anyone else!

But still thankyou happens. Thankyou. :)
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:25 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

Tears of Joy on the realisation that there is nothing to do and that anything that is to be done is all in hand. No future to plan although thoughts about planning futures may arise, or futures wil unfold without plans, who knows hey? Not ME thats for sure! :) I laugh at a thought which says - To wo...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 8:59 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

Iv'e just had this experience - Was making something to eat but staying fairly aware on whats happening. Now this is the interesting part - It was like I could sense a thought somewhere in the background that was a claim of ownership to what was happening, but at the same time the thought was not ac...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 8:45 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

Is there a "me," at all, anywhere, in any way, shape, or form? Was there ever? There is no me. There has been identification with thoughts about a me. But when looking, I cannot pin point a me anywhere. Many thoughts continue to emerge about the story of me, but It's all becoming very faint. The he...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 2:39 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

Here you say that 'I' has the capacity to use thought. Now - how can a thought have capacity to use thought? If I is a word/a thought how can it also be a physical manifestation and have an unmanifested quality? What is it that you know about 'I'? Peel of every single bit of believe. It's not the w...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 2:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

I'm starting to notice a bigger gap before the I jumps in to claim the thoughts as something to do with me. It's almost as if I can sense that the thought is coming, but something stops it. Instead I'm left aware that I have just prevented feelings and a story that would have fired up and probably k...
by Not me
Mon Aug 13, 2012 2:16 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

how does choosing happen, are things done in connection to thoughts and/or choosing? Not what you THINK happens. What you see happens when you look. Let me know :) Iv'e noticed that choices or decisions are made, and then thought comes in to narrate about it and stamp it's claim on it. Or a thought...
by Not me
Sun Aug 12, 2012 8:25 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

You are in NO control because YOU do not exist. What happens when you read this. First I notice that there is smiling. No fear inside but a calmness. Then a voice says "WHO does not exist?" It carries on "Who are you talking to if there is no one here who exists!?" More thought " I might not be any...
by Not me
Sun Aug 12, 2012 2:01 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

I think there does seem to be the ability for "me" as a unit of intelligence to give commands, choose where or what to focus on, and say or think words. This "me" which is just a label really, and not what we have taken it to be, does still simply point to the capability to talk, consciously think (...
by Not me
Sun Aug 12, 2012 1:51 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

I will look very carefully at choice! One quick thing before hand - What or who is it that speaks? If it isn't a me, or some kind of central intelligence connected to the body, mind and universe, what is it that decides to speak? Thoughts come up on their own, and I could't tell you what thoughts ar...
by Not me
Sun Aug 12, 2012 2:38 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: You can start here :)
Replies: 34
Views: 3170

Re: You can start here :)

Iv'e noticed that an Intention is itself a thought. And is usually formed in response to something else, therefore it cannot be separated from the life process and doesn't seem to be an isolated event caused by a me. Although the me would like to take credit for it. But that still leaves a something...

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