I don't know that the thoughts are mine. I can't stop them from coming or I would have. Sometimes I can drop attention away from them. Like: No thanks, I'm not thinking that. I don't know where they come from. Looking for me that is typing, hearing, sipping. Looking for an experiencer. Can't find an...

Okay, thank you. I agree to post at least once a day. My thoughts are that I can identify with zero. Life does appear to be going on as usual. I hear birds outside. Traffic. Nothing much is happening but me typing this response right now. Took a sip of coffee. I don't notice very much in the way of ...

I expect that liberation will be freedom from what I believe I am experiencing, whatever seems to make me suffer, what makes for clouds and darkness and heaviness and joylessness. To be able to see through all that and laugh because I see the truth, which from what I've heard is very funny. I want t...

Yes, I believe I started awakening about 10 years ago, from being a character in a seemingly sad love story, but it's been awful because I wasn't expecting it, didn't understand it, so it was traumatic. Also, after the "Light" of the dazzling darkness of love, it was so much darkness and crushing em...