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by Ilona
Thu Apr 26, 2018 1:50 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

Well. a few times this week strong emotions arose, a sort of reaction to an event that caused frustration...then thoughts and labeling told the exact same story from the first time those feelings were noticed...It was nice to be able to really see the feeling/thought connection...sort of gives a re...
by Ilona
Mon Apr 23, 2018 1:43 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: James Anderson are you available to guide?
Replies: 95
Views: 2291

Re: James Anderson are you available to guide?

Hi! Are you still here? So sorry, I forgot to answer...
how is it going with settling in? Are there any doubts?
Let’s finish this conversation :)

Much love
by Ilona
Sat Apr 21, 2018 2:45 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

What do you mean by higher awareness? I invite you to investigate what is the actual connection between thought and sensation. Find a thought that is very much charged with emotion. Look right into it. How does it work, what happens when that thought is here? What feeds the emotion? What is the exit...
by Ilona
Tue Apr 17, 2018 3:05 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

Beautiful to read your report. I feel a little bit more spaciousness too. Story continues, it has a momentum and it won’t stop all at once. But with time, looking back you will start noticing, how thoughts about certain stuff no longer arise, giving more space for just noticing what is here, aware o...
by Ilona
Sat Apr 14, 2018 1:44 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

Good morning peter.
I have sent you a message on Skype. I’ll be there at 9:30 my time.

Looking forward to our chat.

Much love.
by Ilona
Tue Apr 10, 2018 4:37 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

How to take the pink glasses off? Realise that pinkness is not you! Glasses can stay on, but knowing that what is happening is happening, with and without pink glasses- this is knowing that things are happening anyway, you believe in a separate entity or not. Believing in the doer is the pinkness. D...
by Ilona
Sun Apr 08, 2018 3:31 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

The terrifying possibility is that I will cease to exist. Now we are talking! Yes, I as a separate entity to which life is happening does not exist. This is not a thought exercise, this is reality. Imagine, you put pink sunglasses on. Everything you look at has this pink taint. Beautiful. You look ...
by Ilona
Thu Apr 05, 2018 2:49 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

Thanks for reply. How does a belief that is seen to be not true persist? Can you see that santa is fiction and still believe that he is real? It’s either you believe it or not. Perhaps there is still a belief hiding there saying, yeah, separateness is an idea.. but... Can you find that one belief th...
by Ilona
Mon Apr 02, 2018 9:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

Welcome back! It’s great to hear from you. Ok, so how would you describe the separateness? How does it show up? Where is it feeling? How do you know that it’s separateness, not a sensation of contraction, what informs you about it being separateness? Let’s dig here for a bit. White what you find! Se...
by Ilona
Mon Mar 26, 2018 2:25 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: James Anderson are you available to guide?
Replies: 95
Views: 2291

Re: James Anderson are you available to guide?

Wonderful. Thank you for sharing! Yes, no enlightenment makes sense. Who would there be to own that label, right? Ordinary and normal is just perfect. Living life as it is, being who you are without judgement of right and wrong is freedom. Freedom to feel everything as it comes, in whichever level o...
by Ilona
Sun Mar 11, 2018 2:58 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

Wish you have a great time at the silent retreat. Looks like the right timing to go into stillness and being.
Wrtie soon!

Much love
by Ilona
Sun Mar 11, 2018 2:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Thread for Matias
Replies: 298
Views: 10816

Re: Thread for Matias

Keep looking for simplicity. That which can not be simpler is what you want to arrive at. Everything is simple. Obvious and always been that way. It's the mind stories that make everything complicated. So what is the simplest thing? We are nature itself. We are expression of life as human form. We a...
by Ilona
Wed Mar 07, 2018 11:49 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

You are trying to hard... There is life happening as everything, including thoughts that there is something to realise. What is here if you drop all concepts? Do you notice that there is being, presence, aliveness. Does that need a name, identity, definition. It simply is. Being is. What else is the...
by Ilona
Sat Mar 03, 2018 11:42 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Thread for Matias
Replies: 298
Views: 10816

Re: Thread for Matias

And what i do, is what nature or totallity is doing..., so in a sense i am not doing nothing, the totallity is doing everything... Oh yes! Nicely put. Totality is expressing itself through and as experiencing. Humans like to be above nature, all because of assumed separateness. But as you are notici...
by Ilona
Sat Mar 03, 2018 1:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 176
Views: 3863

Re: An end to seeking possible

:) so are you ready to be free?

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