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by Ilona
Thu Nov 01, 2018 2:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 234
Views: 9463

Re: An end to seeking possible

Dear peter, thank you for sharing. I can see that slowly but surely something is changing. The mindfulness, the being present shows up and that’s a good indication that you know the place where the peace is found. As for the waiting energy, what are you if you no longer wait? Right here right now, l...
by Ilona
Thu Nov 01, 2018 2:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: god is love
Replies: 73
Views: 3340

Re: god is love

Wrtie to me what you noticed, how is that separate self created? Put what you feel is true here.

Love
by Ilona
Mon Oct 08, 2018 10:41 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ilona, can you see what's missing? :-)
Replies: 178
Views: 18164

Re: Ilona, can you see what's missing? :-)

Dear sky, thank you for reply. Funny, i made multiple attempts to post back, but something was always getting in the way. So I’m trying again and I hope this will reach you. You say that you are hesitant to say that there is no thinker. Did that change? There is no blower of the wind, no Rainer of r...
by Ilona
Mon Oct 08, 2018 10:35 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Go with the flow
Replies: 35
Views: 1416

Re: Go with the flow

Sweet! Here they are :) 1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? 2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now. 3) How does ...
by Ilona
Mon Oct 08, 2018 10:31 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 234
Views: 9463

Re: An end to seeking possible

Waiting for the veil to lift - that’s it. There is nothing to lift. The veil does not go anywhere. So what is happening here, is waiting for something to change, something to appear differently. And that waiting in itself is the tension that wants to be lifted. Meet it. Welcome it and really see it....
by Ilona
Mon Oct 08, 2018 2:22 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Go with the flow
Replies: 35
Views: 1416

Re: Go with the flow

Omg! How wonderful to read your words...
yes indeed, the fairy tale is a cosmic joke. It’s strange to think back and see that it was believed to be reality. :)
Welcome to the real.

Are you ready for our final questions?

Love and hugs
by Ilona
Fri Oct 05, 2018 2:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Go with the flow
Replies: 35
Views: 1416

Re: Go with the flow

Wonderful! Thank you for sharing and sorry for delay with response. Yes, sounds that you got what bahyia sutra is saying.
What changed?
What’s stays the same?
Is there any doubt about the nature of the separate self?

Love your way.
by Ilona
Thu Oct 04, 2018 2:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 234
Views: 9463

Re: An end to seeking possible

Thank you for sharing what is going on with you. Sounds that something has changed, as in some of the restlessness going away and laughing at the concepts. But there is still seeking for something.. what would that be? There is this aware presence and knowing of existence. There is mind screen full ...
by Ilona
Thu Sep 20, 2018 2:59 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ilona, can you see what's missing? :-)
Replies: 178
Views: 18164

Re: Ilona, can you see what's missing? :-)

Beautiful, thank you for sharing. Looks that there was a glimpse, now it’s a matter of continuing noticing how everything comes and goes naturally, effortlessly, by itself. No doer of raining, no doer of wind blowing, no doer of thoughts showing up. And how do you know that thoughts are not telling ...
by Ilona
Thu Sep 20, 2018 2:49 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 234
Views: 9463

Re: An end to seeking possible

I hear you! Is anything in the way of being? Do you need to do anything, loose anything in order to be? What should be different right here right now? And when is not right here right now? You see this already, just waiting for something to happen. Only thing that happens is shift of focus from mind...
by Ilona
Sun Sep 16, 2018 2:08 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 234
Views: 9463

Re: An end to seeking possible

Nice, thank you for sharing. No changes of state? Are you still looking to change the state?
It is lovely to notice effortlessness. Sounds that something has shifted?
What else are you noticing that seems different from before we started this conversation?


Love
by Ilona
Sun Sep 16, 2018 2:00 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Go with the flow
Replies: 35
Views: 1416

Re: Go with the flow

Thank you for answer and taking time to ponder! Yes, it is distorted to think that this little i is everything. While there is nothing there to be everything, other than a thought about it. I’m everything there is can become a disease of grandiosity. Try this angle: This is called bahyia sutra and y...
by Ilona
Fri Aug 31, 2018 11:14 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 234
Views: 9463

Re: An end to seeking possible

Good work. Ok, restlessness. A sensation called restlessness. What is behind it? What is its job? This energy itself, is felt and honoured. It’s as if it wants you to really take a good look at it. And you keep turning away. So gently allow it to arise in be present to whatever form it takes. And so...
by Ilona
Wed Aug 29, 2018 11:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Go with the flow
Replies: 35
Views: 1416

Re: Go with the flow

Great work! Now let’s take it a bit further. What is a body itself and how is body experienced. Is body the experiencer or the experienced? And can you see that label body is put over sensations? There are sensations we call a hand or a nose or digestion or sleep.. at the end of what labels point to...
by Ilona
Tue Aug 28, 2018 6:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Confused, There was already no self...
Replies: 14
Views: 616

Re: Confused, There was already no self...

Hmm, it’s simpler than what you describe. Take a look right now, in normal everyday situation, where is time? How is it experienced? Is there past, future in actuality or in imagination? Where is time, when you are not thinking about it? Where is time when you think about it? Just simply write what ...

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