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by Ilona
Wed Apr 21, 2021 6:50 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 40
Views: 705

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Ok, so you see the patterns of thought and behaviour, but patterns are just that. The character, ego is not an entity, it’s simply a name for patterns. And patterns are not controlling anything, they show up. Does this make sense? If word ego is replaced with word character, meaning characteristics,...
by Ilona
Mon Apr 12, 2021 5:35 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 40
Views: 705

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

I think the waiting comes from the ego... the sense of expectation of something "amazing" that should happen when I get "enlightened" (ahah). And because nothing like that happens, it wants me to believe I'm not there yet! And what is this ego? Is it like a container of some kind? What do you notic...
by Ilona
Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:17 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Realizing Truth
Replies: 162
Views: 8890

Re: Realizing Truth

Dig deeper. What is ego? How do you know that there is an ego? What this word points to in actual experience?

Love
by Ilona
Tue Apr 06, 2021 6:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Realizing Truth
Replies: 162
Views: 8890

Re: Realizing Truth

Thank you for the answers. You say that identity sticks to the ego. In your own words, what is ego? Examine it and describe what is that.

Love.
by Ilona
Mon Apr 05, 2021 5:52 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Realizing Truth
Replies: 162
Views: 8890

Re: Realizing Truth

Ok, then what is that identifies? What is that needs an identity at all? What does identity stick to? And what do you get from identifying?

Please answer each question, write what feels true to you at this time.

Love.
by Ilona
Sat Apr 03, 2021 6:31 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Realizing Truth
Replies: 162
Views: 8890

Re: Realizing Truth

Thank you for reply. Let’s look at the wanting itself. There is wanting to understand, to see existence in a different way. Ok. And what is the problem here? What is incomplete? What is missing right this moment? Follow that wanting, let it speak. What is there behind that wanting? What is there dis...
by Ilona
Fri Apr 02, 2021 5:02 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Trying to get it
Replies: 131
Views: 8126

Re: Trying to get it

Hi again... are you still here? Sorry about abandoning you in the middle of the conversation. Let’s try again. :) To be honest, I find live conversations much more effective and typing seems so limiting now. I invite you to a zoom meeting with a group where we can look together. You can find the dat...
by Ilona
Fri Apr 02, 2021 4:59 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Realizing Truth
Replies: 162
Views: 8890

Re: Realizing Truth

Hi Nicodemus. Sorry for delay with the answer. I have been very busy with life and I neglected the forum for a while. I much prefer live communication these days. There are monthly deep looking events on Zoom. You are welcome to participate and we can look together. You can find the dates and detail...
by Ilona
Fri Apr 02, 2021 4:54 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 40
Views: 705

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Hi Nuno, Lovely to see you back. Yeah, some question need more time to sit with. You mention waiting. Ok, so there is a sense of waiting. Check where is it felt in the body? Look at that sense closer. What is this longing, waiting want you to see? This very sense of waiting, is it here to help? Is i...
by Ilona
Fri Apr 02, 2021 4:49 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Non self a love story
Replies: 68
Views: 5883

Re: Non self a love story

Hi Derk, It’s been a while, yes! Thanks for the hug. Nice to see you back. Yes, a lot change happened in a year, including how I communicate. I much prefer now live meetings to typing. You are welcome to join Deep Looking events on zoom. You can find the dates on my website (the link in the signatur...
by Ilona
Sat Feb 20, 2021 8:30 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Trying to get it
Replies: 131
Views: 8126

Re: Trying to get it

Sorry for my absence. I have a lot going in at the moment that I would like to suggest for you to work with another guide. If you are still interested, of course.
Let me know..
Love.
by Ilona
Wed Feb 03, 2021 2:28 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Live meetings with Ilona
Replies: 0
Views: 219

Live meetings with Ilona

Hi everyone. I am here to invite you to a Live show/ meeting Today and on first Wednesdays of each month. You can watch and participate on YouTube, Facebook and Twitch. The meeting is at 5pm London time. Follow this link: https://nothing.fm/shows/liberation-unleashed-with-ilona-ciunaite/ Join me for...
by Ilona
Mon Feb 01, 2021 5:17 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Trying to get it
Replies: 131
Views: 8126

Re: Trying to get it

This video may help. https://vimeo.com/90101368
Write what comes up after watching it.

Love.
by Ilona
Sat Jan 30, 2021 5:29 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Trying to get it
Replies: 131
Views: 8126

Re: Trying to get it

How is it going? Did you find the answer? Things are happening. Life is happening. Simple, unless you try to understand it with the mind. How about this Experiences are flowing freely already, everything is in the right place, what happens happens. No one decides what happens, not even the voice in ...
by Ilona
Wed Jan 20, 2021 1:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Trying to get it
Replies: 131
Views: 8126

Re: Trying to get it

I’m not saying that all is predetermined. More like spontaneous arising in tune with the whole, when all conditions are met something happens. In that way there is freedom. Spontaneous arising right here right now. Are you choosing anything right now? And what is a future in your experience? How do ...

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