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by Ilona
Thu Jan 14, 2021 8:57 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Trying to get it
Replies: 121
Views: 7489

Re: Trying to get it

Yes it’s utterly interesting! So what do you find in actual experience? In experience now- are you running it or os it happening?

Write more! It helps to focus.

Love
by Ilona
Mon Jan 04, 2021 7:29 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Trying to get it
Replies: 121
Views: 7489

Re: Trying to get it

How interesting!

Can you describe how free will and choice works in detail.

Love
by Ilona
Thu Dec 31, 2020 6:36 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 33
Views: 432

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Thank you for sharing! I would say it wants to keep itself alive, that is, to keep the idea that it exists alive and strong. Yeah, self protection in action. But it does not exist! There is no separate self at all, there is nothing separate from life happening. All there is a flow of experiences and...
by Ilona
Wed Dec 30, 2020 10:04 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 33
Views: 432

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Thank you for openess! how can I remove this illusion permanently? And being totally honest here, on a self-analysis I can identify that there is something perhaps belonging to my ego, which is seeking some experience of liberation. And at the same time, I know that there is no grand experience to a...
by Ilona
Tue Dec 29, 2020 8:08 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 33
Views: 432

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Hi Nuno, Happy end of the year. Yes, that poem says it. It is still ok to use the language as intended. Seeing that word I is a useful label we can use it of course. But labels are labels, not entities, not doers. It is interesting, that where attention goes, labelling follows, mind is naming everyt...
by Ilona
Tue Dec 29, 2020 8:00 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Freedom Now
Replies: 256
Views: 13452

Re: Freedom Now

That’s right, it does not dissolve the I, it’s just another belief, that I have no control and that belief sucks. But show me the i, what does this word I point to? Is it a thought, a feeling, a sensation, a sense? Or there is truly nothing there? Face that, there is no i to dissolve. What you think...
by Ilona
Sun Dec 27, 2020 2:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Freedom Now
Replies: 256
Views: 13452

Re: Freedom Now

Yes, The i is happening automatically as a claimed of experience. Your list of what is not happening automatically is an invitation to look closer, what is happening, really? As you see the credit is claimed automatically. I am choosing, I am typing, I am deciding what to write. But look closer. Is ...
by Ilona
Thu Dec 24, 2020 11:15 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 33
Views: 432

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Merry Christmas to you too! Have wonderful celebrations. Let’s look at language and how it works. Here is an exercise for you. http://markedeternal.blogspot.com/2012/05/labels.html?m=1 Do it here or on paper and observe how labelling happens. Take your time and I invested- is I label needed to descr...
by Ilona
Thu Dec 24, 2020 8:11 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: It's time
Replies: 1
Views: 59

Re: It's time

Hi McKinley, Pleasure to meet you! Happy holidays. We can have a conversation and see where it takes you. I’m here to support you on your discovery process. I hear that you are looking for freedom and it’s great. Let’s see if you are ready for this freedom. If I say words, there is no separate self ...
by Ilona
Thu Dec 24, 2020 8:06 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Dreamweaver
Replies: 1
Views: 59

Re: Dreamweaver

Hi Leela
I came to the forum to pick up the thread that was waiting for a guide the longest and here I found you. :)
Would you be happy to continue with me or would you prefer a different guide?
It’s up to you.

Love.
by Ilona
Thu Dec 24, 2020 7:08 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Coming Online
Replies: 5
Views: 318

Re: Coming Online

Thank you for sharing your experience with seeing that there is no death. It’s quite freeing! Ok, the mind wants to control. Sure thing. Let’s look at this wanting to control. What is behind that? what is the reason it wants to control? What does it want to be in control of? What does this mind get ...
by Ilona
Thu Dec 24, 2020 7:05 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 33
Views: 432

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

these are very tricky questions and hard to give a straight reply.... when I look is like it all dissolves away and I can't figure out what is there! Look at what is undeniably here- colours, sounds, sensation, feelings, thoughts, sense of being. It’s very simple. Life is happening as all the expre...
by Ilona
Wed Dec 23, 2020 3:15 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Help me with more pointers to look at :)
Replies: 33
Views: 432

Re: Help me with more pointers to look at :)

Thank you for looking. I am not abandoning you, sometimes I don’t answer for a few days as you get busy with life. Write when you feel like and as much as you want. I am reading everything and respond when I can. Holding or directing focus is a great practice and as a practice it has a rule- bring t...
by Ilona
Tue Dec 22, 2020 11:00 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Freedom Now
Replies: 256
Views: 13452

Re: Freedom Now

Thank you for answer. There is no current experience that everything is happening by itself. Some things are, and some things aren't. Can you be precise here, what exactly is not happening by itself? The vagueness, half aliveness, gap, fogginnes, different words pointing to the same in experience. U...
by Ilona
Mon Dec 21, 2020 3:33 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Who am I without one thought - when it all stops - I want to know LIFE
Replies: 1
Views: 157

Re: Who am I without one thought - when it all stops - I want to know LIFE

Hi Andreas, Welcome to the forum. We can chat here. Thank you for intro. I hear you. There is fear. That’s a good confirmation, that you are closing in onto something important. Let’s make friends with this fear. Consider this- does santa die every time a kid finds out that he is not real? Does sant...

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