Is there such a thing as cause & effect? How would it be known?

Ha! Oh that's pretty good! Illusions on illusions on illusions 😂


What I would advise is to enjoy this phase we call falling.

Copy that, it's been pretty swell so far :)


If you have any questions or hiccups at all, you are ...

No need to rush answering, but also no need to sit and ponder and agonize over the ‘right’ answer either, haha.


Haha thank you! The reassurance is appreciated :)

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

There is not, and ...

Hi Becca,

Do you feel urgency in replying ‘late’? This cleaning up of beliefs will take the time it takes as things naturally flow… the most important thing is to look.
There is a feeling of urgency. It manifests as a pulling, tight sensation in the chest and head. The accompanying thoughts have ...

Hi Becca,

Sorry for the late reply, busy day today.

Going to ask that you explore that word place too. Right now is there even a “place”? Or is “place” already one step too far?

There's an 'appearing' that seems to happen on its own, but there's no location to find where that happens. With ...

Hi Becca,

Everything will come up to be seen… and it appears there is minimal resistance to that process which is great. It is disorienting in that the usual self structure that would ‘handle’ them is no longer business as usual, so there is a particular closeness and intensity which is new ...

Hi Becca,

Last night, recognition of an extremely intense fear-thought-belief complex presented itself. There was some way in which looking into that, allowing it to be fully felt and the worldviee underlying that thought seen clearly (at least as clearly as possible, still more to go probably ...

Hi Becca,

Thanks for reaching out! :)

Please call me Lain.

Will continue running through the steps in the book.


How are things looking today, right now?

That is a good question. Things have been more intense, more 'here' in some way. Trying to describe life seems almost futile in a way.
In ...

An update on the current experiences arising:

Working through the stages in the LU book multiple times daily currently, up to step 5. There was a very intense experience that arose during step 3, when relating the imagining of spoon/kitchen/unicorn to the imagining of self. It all seemed so obvious ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
When looking, there is no self to be found besides thoughts that have the words/texturing of I/Me/Mine. There is not a core action-taker calling the shots. Perception happens but there is no ...