Hi Vince

“What’s different now that wasn’t before this fell open?”

The openness is vast. Wider. It’s difficult to put words to but it’s as if my lense has widen. There is a stillness and quiet that wraps around everything happening. I don’t feel removed but I don’t feel moved, just flow, if that ...

Hello Vince

Ok wow! I am most definitely open to finding out more about guiding…I would need to trust that you all know what to do and show me.

Thank you for taking the time to show me. To be honest I have few words today. I’m trying not to put my current experience into words and just let it ...

1) Is there a separate entity ‘self’, ‘me’, ‘I’, at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?

No…there can’t be a separate self because theres no centre…it’s always moving. There’s nothing to grasp or hang onto.
Was there ever? Only in thoughts and patterns.

2) Describe how the illusion of an ...

Hi again Vince:)

No there can’t be a self or centre…it’s just openness

There’s no chooser…there’s just an outcome

The immediacy is laughable

Nothing is missing. Nothing is waiting and nothing is separate. It’s so obvious.

Shockingly;
Sarah


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There’s a program running on auto but behind it there’s something that’s unprogrammed or not programmed. It’s immediate and always there. Its easily dismissed or overlooked. No overwhelm just a quiet. It’s almost ordinary. It’s actually not behind its beforehand.


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Hello Vince

Thank you for your responses. I’m unsure of how to respond using quotes so this will have to do in the meantime.

The openness doesn’t leave…a thought…a quiver and it reasserts itself. The centre moves and pushes around. It’s nowhere.

Everything is just the way it is. There is no ...

This afternoon there’s a visual ripple. Thoughts just pass the body moves freely and the ripple becomes more easier to look through. Flow. Thoughts. Ripple.


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I’m sensing it my thoughts that want to be defended. It’s jumpy and hard to pin down


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Without the thought “me” or I am pulling back there’s a brief quiet then nothing and everything all at once. It’s fleeting.


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Thank you Vince!

When I stay with it there’s a wave in my belly to my throat. A pull on my chest. A ripple behind the eyes. A weight pressing behind the neck. Contraction in the throat. High pitch ringing. Buzzing in my hands. Thinking saying “me” is being pulled back. Without the thought it’s just ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
I only have an intellectual understanding of this. I’ve had fleeting moments of “no self” and can’t find anyone there when I look but there is a much greater pull to the security of knowing myself ...