Hi dear Lubo I hope your doing fine. Apologies for staying away for such a long time. I felt like there was more and more a burden of coming back here. The process has become real head-heavy for me. So I wanted to take some time to listen inside. And I feel a big part of it is just the natural frust...

Dear Lubo Thank you. I think without honesty this process wouldn't work. In the end I'd lie only to myself... I have the experience I have and sometimes it's clear and sometimes not. And that's the truth and probably the way life is. It's an odd place to be in, however. I will do what you suggest (I...

Hi Lubo All cards on the table please :) Sure! Check is there feeling that there is a doer? a thing wich is separate? an autonomous agent? Yes and no, at times there is still that feeling of identification. it's not entirely gone. it does feel different, let me try to describe it: I feel more the se...

Hi dear Lubo If it was external, there would be internal, then we are in duality? :) external/internal from what? Boundary? :) I think I meant that more as a rhetorical question. If you have external, it implies you have internal and then you have opposites. And in non-duality you have not opposites...

Hi Lubo Is that knowing/awareness personal, by accident or this is eternally here/you?God ? It feels personal to me. Personal without boundaries. If it was by accident, that would probably be a believe, no? If it was external, there would be internal, then we are in duality? :) Notice the visual fie...

Hi Lubo Thoughts are happening, conversations like a wheel, but there’s less grip for it to stick… it kind of runs into nothing. For most part it’s like this: Like one thought may pop up and before that would lead down a whole path of stories and inner dialog and this is not happening anymore… the t...

You who knows is separate from the knowing or?

There’s nobody knowing, just knowing.

Love
Claudia

What is to find that? Nobody looking for nobody. Only emptiness there. What makes things happened? Who knows!?! I don't. Certainly not Claudia. It feels like nobody really. Things triggering things.. sensations reacting to sensations. It feels like energies within / outside of what is in a biologic...

Dear Lubo

Do you feel that there is an object "me"?
Is there a "you" object subscribed to the forum?

No, there's no "me" object. And there's nobody subscribed to this forum.

Love
Claudia

Hi Lubo I'm doing ok health wise. It's been a great opportunity to listen into the stories going around health and seeing the identification with it. And beeing the parts that are fine as well as with the parts that fight being unwell. Please explain in details exact moment when the realisation happ...

Dear Lubo Apologies for not writing any sooner. Two things happend: First, I got ill and was a bit out of order and bound to bed. Second, and more importantly, the simplicity hit me in a different way. And it's odd, because it was nothing new but so much clearer and I just felt I wanted to feel more...

It feels like something has become more obvious, but it seems too simple to be true. I can "find it" much easier at the moment but lets see...

Hi dear Lubo

Do you exist in the way thoughts sugest?
Is there a time?

No, no time none of that.
Is it really so simple?

I mean THAT simple?

Love

Dear Lubo, Oh I thought it must be a drag for you with me going about in circles... But then again, there would be nobody to find it a drag.. 😄 yes, say to the precious mind: " Hey, dear mind do you know that you are lied? You are working for me, but I doesn't exist!" This made me laugh and feel ver...

Hi dear Lubo Thank you for sharing your personal experience. That is helpful. I think where I struggle most, is taking all this into every day life. I do get real "flow"-moments where it all feels super connected and like no self is there, it just happens. I find it super helpful when I feel an impu...