Search found 168 matches

by jefe2060
Tue May 05, 2026 8:29 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Sorry, forgot to mention:

If at any point you feel a shift in your perspective about LU feel free to contact me or one of the admins here if I'm not reachable. The door here is always open to you. You are always welcome.

☮️
by jefe2060
Mon May 04, 2026 8:10 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Thanks Jack, happy trails!
🌈
by jefe2060
Sun May 03, 2026 10:02 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

And....

I'm pretty sure all this needs to be said too:

I listened to a couple songs and tried to pin down an experience of pure sound. It’s very much like sound doesn’t want to be pinned down and identified as any one thing. I just can’t do it. obviously i’ll get fragments of what can’t be ...
by jefe2060
Sat May 02, 2026 9:41 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Hey

Hey!

street sounds
-hearing was the sense
-the sound was the object, in the context of hearing
-HERE it was sorta hard to seperate where thinking began and where hearing ended. unlike smell and thought, hearing and thought are more intertwined for me.


Can your ears think?

If you were ...
by jefe2060
Fri May 01, 2026 12:38 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Jack:

Hey so I know I said to take your time and you should. Meanwhile there’s a couple of things you posted that I ought to respond to.

“There’s obviously no self in the 5 main senses, seeing, hearing, tasting, touching, smelling, physical sensations. Or at least, not one distingishuable from ...
by jefe2060
Wed Apr 29, 2026 8:31 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Sorry, two typos:


"IT doesn't always go..."

"...THIS stage of you...."

🌈
by jefe2060
Wed Apr 29, 2026 7:53 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Hey buddy there's no need to finish anything quickly. Meanwhile you've gone directly to one of the most fundamental questions human beings on the path ask to get to truth. Brilliant.

The traditional ones are

"Who am I?"
"What am I?"

A koan kinda version is

"Before I was born, who am I?"

But ...
by jefe2060
Tue Apr 28, 2026 12:35 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

you're the best,
Jack.


I know you are but what am I?


;>)


If I’m the best, then you are a big sweetie.



This!


“THERE IS NO ROOM INSIDE SMELLING FOR ANYTHING ELSE TO BE HAPPENING BESIDES SMELLING.
I like this. makes sense.


Don’t forget this.





ME: "If there is a self, tell ...
by jefe2060
Sun Apr 26, 2026 10:37 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

ME: "Please review your straight up "Y/N" answers and see if there’s anything really different about any of them or the other examples that makes “Probably” relevant here, either with or without your question about language."

On the self-doubting lens, yes, no need for probably. it was a Yes ...
by jefe2060
Sat Apr 25, 2026 8:16 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Its THE WEEKEND! :>)


ME: "Also interested in what happens when you hold "mu".

Bunch of different things.





OK. Let’s stay focused on the central work. As far as what we are doing here is concerned, consider your interest in koans a separate hobby. Things may look a lot different after we ...
by jefe2060
Thu Apr 23, 2026 8:02 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Gotcha, thx for letting me know.
Also interested in what happens when you hold "mu".

No hurry.

Nite!
by jefe2060
Thu Apr 23, 2026 2:04 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

4/23


First, thanks for the starry night vacation story. I got a good feeling from the idea that everything in my experience has what is essentially my whole universe to play with. It’s not like i’m a box that has to stuff shit down and keep it locked tight. I got a little bit of the sense of “I ...
by jefe2060
Wed Apr 22, 2026 12:40 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

HI!

Ok. my take from this was that whatever comes up for me, is just essentially 1. what’s there and 2 just scenery, just like a cat purring. I don’t need to push parts of me down or bring them especially into the foreground. Really, just don’t think about it too much, let it be there, and what ...
by jefe2060
Tue Apr 21, 2026 1:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

4/21

Hi Jeff, let's call soon. I'll text you on whatsapp tomorrow, gotta get it set up and it's 1 am my time now.


Great!
Looking forward to it!



ME: "OK, what do you think I meant by 'don’t suppress anything?' "

I think you meant 2 things: don't hide anything that I think is important just ...
by jefe2060
Mon Apr 20, 2026 9:43 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow
Replies: 87
Views: 6088

Re: somewhat dillulusioned ish, going through shadow

Good work.

I'll reply to the rest of your message if you still want me to but I really want comment on this from the smelling activity




Yes, please reply to the rest of my message as I suggested in terms of timing, etc.



You're doing it well.

Please re read the instructions, notice any ...

Go to advanced search