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by vinceschubert
Sat Mar 23, 2019 1:05 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, I was happy when I read you say that I am so close. All I can say is I hope so. I flit between moments of being ‘lighter’ and a lot of dread and anxiety. Here's the thing. Do you think that when you are awake that you won't experience the dread and anxiety ? What you are seeking ...
by vinceschubert
Wed Mar 13, 2019 1:12 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana,Oh wow, my heart leapt and the thought arose that you are so close. This happened because there is a change of tone in your post. It is much 'lighter'. (not really the right word) Of course there are the mysteries that are hard to enjoy , the challenging and painful.. This may wel...
by vinceschubert
Mon Mar 04, 2019 11:00 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, Have some Trinis in town this weekend till Wednesday No worries, no hurry. (though, i'll bet that there's a story that says "the sooner the better" (to end this suffering)) I think the actual noticing cannot be described,it’s a mystery. A wonderful mystery really. Yes. So much in...
by vinceschubert
Sat Feb 23, 2019 12:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, what’s it that catches the stories? Who knows ! i certainly don't. If it is a "who" or a what that notices. Language says that there has to be, but is it right ? What do you come up with if you describe what happens when noticing occurs ? Can you locate a feeling in the body (pro...
by vinceschubert
Fri Feb 22, 2019 1:49 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, I went “YAAAAAAY” when I saw you replied!! A big Yay! Ah great. (i went YAAAAAAY when i say how you responded.) Who cares about standards anyway? It’s all in the mind, all a story from conditioning. Yes, so the mind says.. Can you locate a feeling in the body (probably discomfort...
by vinceschubert
Thu Feb 21, 2019 1:41 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Hey Diana, i'm really sorry about this. i just discovered your last post. When i didn't get an email notification that you had posted, i thought that you hadn't replied. i was just looking for something in the archives (on the forum) when i noticed a notification that you had posted. ..anyway... tha...
by vinceschubert
Fri Feb 01, 2019 10:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, taking it one day at a time. Yet harder to do practically Ha, my story is that this is the nub for you. You hold yourself to such a high, impossible standard that you are certain to fail. Being awake isn't about any finished product. It's much more about having the tools and the ...
by vinceschubert
Thu Jan 31, 2019 1:07 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, i'm really pleased that you are back. (and thanks for the pm) Any direction you think we should go in? Nah, let's just walk and see where our feet take us. If we don't anticipate where we might end up or what we might tread on, if we just pay attention to the sensations from plac...
by vinceschubert
Sun Jan 06, 2019 2:28 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good day Diana, I said something like ....Or something to that effect I said. Maybe i shouldn’t have said this i can understand the desire to help, to fix, to do good. For me it was tied to my self image. i wanted to be liked, to be approved of. i saw myself as a good person. Spiritual. All of this ...
by vinceschubert
Wed Jan 02, 2019 1:49 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, in your opinion, in the face of real tragedy, what do you think would be the way to deal with it? Listen with 100% attention. Ask questions to confirm your understanding of what is being told to you. What you know can't help another unless they are receptive, and those in pain ar...
by vinceschubert
Sat Dec 29, 2018 9:05 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, I feel sometimes we are getting into a hole, like when your tires keep spinning in mud and the hole keeps getting deeper. Its like every day there's something, i do remember that feeling. When our kids were young and we had a mortgage, every payday there'd be one big bill that ke...
by vinceschubert
Fri Dec 28, 2018 10:16 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Ah, my heart leapt when i saw that you had posted. I wanted to wish you Merry Christmas Thank you and the same to you and yours. I am facing the same problems as before. Hmm, that may be accurate in the broad sense, but i'll bet that they have evolved a bit ? i wanted you to know i have not given up...
by vinceschubert
Tue Oct 02, 2018 12:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, Are you saying to just record the triggers arriving even if I don't respond to them for more than a fraction of time? Just want to be clear on this Just keep a record of what actually happens. Include the trigger and what eventuates. To get to actuality though, must mean that I n...
by vinceschubert
Tue Sep 25, 2018 10:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, Beauty makes me happy... Is this something, a potential that always exists ? Even when it is not evident ? Yes I think it is a potential that always exists when it is not evident! So, that would make this much more than a possibility ? Would you say a probability ? ..or even more...
by vinceschubert
Thu Sep 13, 2018 1:48 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 254
Views: 11493

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, then converting that possibility into a probability, You expressed what is intrinsic to you, when you say " Beauty makes me happy, the beauty of those around me by which i mean their spirit, their life force , and nature and animals. These are external, so what is it about these ...

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